hi! i'm a girlflux (maybe gender fluid? aaa why is this so confusing) lunarian and sometimes lunettian. i use she/her, ae/aer, and nin/nam/nair, and you can call me milky!
so. um. here!
names
- milky(/milkie!)
- ni (sometimes)
- spare
- astrian/astelian
- moontide
likes
- people <3
- my friends!!
- my squooshes n my fluffs ♡
- glottal stops
- the smell of books and baking bread
- rain
- music
- pianos
- strawberry tea with evaporated milk stirred into it
- warm milk foam and soft lights
- fluffy blankets
- oversized sweaters
- floofy rabbits :o
- throwing waffles
- hiding in corners
- running away
- the smell of creamy coffee
- poems that nobody knows
- poems that everybody knows
- things that sound and feel like poems
- cold drizzles and warm thunderstorms
- waiting for someone in the rain
- things out-of-place, misplaced, where they shouldn't be but they are and it looks very beautiful.
- long capey sweaters :DDD *swooSh*
- studio ghibli !!
dislikes (tw// v**l*nce, s*/f h*rm, negative emotions)
☁ also people
☁ myselfffffffffff -
☁ being forced to speak
☁ when i can't do anything to help/being useless
☁ intrusive thoughts
☁ norman (bOoO yOu, nOrman >:0)
☁ mean people :<
☁ when people hurt eachother or hurt themselves
☁ violence
☁ guilt
☁ sadness/melancholy
☁ norman again (yOu mAde tHE liSt tWicE, nOrmAn D:<<)
☁ also greg
(more soon!!)
^picking up the music player someone dropped^
☁ everything i wanted, billie eilish ☁ remember when, wallows ☁ nocturne no. 2 in e flat, opus 9, chopin ☁ merry-go-round of life, joe hisaishi ☁ talia, king princess ☁ love is a warmth not a fire, esthie ☁ her, shiloh dynasty and vowl ☁ my future, billie eilish ☁ gymnopedie 1, erik satie ☁ the name of life, joe hisaishi ☁ line without a hook, ricky montgomery ☁ up all night, khalid ☁ life goes on, bts ☁ b-tches broken hearts, billie eilish ☁ less i know the better, tame impala ☁ happiness is a butterfly, lana del rey ☁ gimme love, joji ☁ are you lost, park bird ☁ pursuit of happiness, kid cudi ☁ in my life, the beatles ☁ how to never stop being sad, dandelion hands ☁ put your head on my shoulder, paul anka ☁ mr loverman, ricky montgomery ☁ with a smile, eraserheads ☁ a cat is a cat, slide20xx ☁ imagine, shiloh dynasty & vowl ☁ invisible, dandelion hands ☁ i ain't perfect, iv of spades ☁ captivated, iv of spades ☁ earfquake, tyler the creator ☁ put your records on, corinne bailey rae & ritt momney ☁ ☁ awakening, jinsang ☁ gone, gone/thank you , tyler the creator ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁ ☁
more soon ☁
books & authors
☁ ocean vuong, "a letter to my mother that she will never read" ☁ tove jansson, "moominvalley in november" ☁ sherman alexie, "the completely true diary of a part-time indian" ☁ se hinton, "the outsiders" ☁ ernest hemingway, "the old man and the sea" ☁ tove jansson, "moominland midwinter" ☁
(etc. more added later!)
things to do & hobbies
xxx
genders
- genderfae
- girlflux
- genderfluid
- multiflux!! (:000 such wOw tErm >:C)
- i'm a moonstone collector!! :DD
- enby
- lunarian
- lunettian
- juxera
- faesari
- faesariflux
- fenby
- girlby
- neutrois
- novarian
- maverique
- fingender
- agender (sometimes, n usually only partially)
- female
- aporagender
- stellarian (usually not fully!! demi-stellarian?)
- erisian
- creamic
- kenochoric
- soffgender (sdfghjkgheywujhrfg i made this mysElf *is proud ;w;*)
- sleepyleite
- soft-stormgender
- blanketgender
- softie-rainic (D: hHHh i love this too much *cryngiNg*)
- milkian
orientation ♡ (hhHHH such a pretty heart!! i stole it from somewhere online :D)
♡ omni-quoiromantic /omni-platoniromantic (*cOnFusiOn* ;w;)
i'm also alloromantic!! & *ahem* ♡w Ha M en♡ n ♡enbies♡ n ♡sometimes man-people♡ & i'm omniplatonic.
aesthetics
- after hours
- light academia
- pastel aesthetic
- milky aesthetic
- softie aesthetic
- mist/fog
- dreamy
- moon aesthetic
- bunnycore
- a bit of cottagecore, &
- some dark academia
fun facts
- could probably cut down a mackerel with a tree. a small tree, though :>
- biracial (filipino-whitish), chaotic good, infp, likes the idea of anarchism but doesn't trust human nature enough to believe in it
- needs help just in general
- really wants to be a nomad
- makes feeble life choices :D
- will start an indie band composed of three quails and myself, named "my eyebrow. those unraveling mint dragons,"
- has joined the pangolins!! >:>>>> rolls everywhere now
- b r i n g m e t h e r i c e
triggers n discomforts D: (& other things)
[triggers]
- sugarcrash! by elyotto
- when a lot of people are feeling a lot of things at once in one place
- very angry people/intense-ish anger
- intrusive thoughts
- s**ua* (e, x, l) things
- the book lol*ta (i)
- s*lf h*rm, but very very mildly
[discomforts]:
- anything to do with m* (y) b*d* (o, y)
- c*nnibalism
- typing the word "i"; but also only mildly nd is vERy unavoidable
- also!! i regress, nd i try not to do it on here; but if i ever do - pronouns = nin/nam/nair & she/her, and names = buttery, ricecake, n milkie.
.. ..
^half of the time we're gone but we don't know when and we don't know where^
^dancin on the edge of the infinity ˖⁺ ☁⋆ feels like a dream ˖⁺ ☁⋆ only a dream.^
spirit animal
a small slice of bread. maybe even a concert pianist!
irl friends
- jerry the r̶a̶b̶b̶i̶t̶ rose
- planty the potted plant
- my thumb with a face drawn onto it
- my other fingers with faces drawn on them :DD
- small energetic queer fluffball gremlin who doesn't have gender presence, chaotic anime cishet ally gorl, *patpat* vEry amazing dry humor human <333 who both knits n games n owNs gUinEa piGs n tHey're so cute hhhHh, quiet "in-the-corner" art girl ally, funny pan fenby who knows how to do things, leaDs stuff, does poetry n is evEry wh Er e, gay dude who uses shock humor as a way of communicating and is strangely very insightful (despite forgetting my triggers all the time ;w;), and society-embittered girl who loves old books, pretends to be an entj but isn't (isfj), is very stubborn in her viewpoints, and is both an ally and self-homophobic. yAay :DD
- email = aerimousse@gmail.com or imissjasminerice@gmail.com (n there's more;; i hAve sO mAnY gMaiLs hhhhhHHh *tear*)
important links
quelle?
nemesisesises
- nOrmaN >>:,CCCCCCCC
- the eleven-eleven wish people who don't have chocolate ;A;
- qu**rphobes
- dave the ghost
- norman again *cri*
allies/frAnds (sign :D)
- pangolins!
- poets
- small raindrops
- more soon? am forgetting D:
- society of lowercase typers
- "eDnA i'M loSt D,: "
- world-take-overy people
- vampires!! :DDD (with albany)
- society of people who have no sleep schedules ;c;
- .sign?
- .
sign here too !
table i took from lyric, and bird i stole from lucky's neighborhood !! :
┬──┬ (hhHh much high quality table-)
(･Θ･) <-- birby: i call stel "leopold" and he likes to sit next to the table, like this: (･Θ･)┬──┬
(*gAsp* 2 tables?? 2 leopolds?? oHgOSH i hAVE a mAgic tElepOrtiNg birD & tAble ;v;,)
heyyy it's ari here! just popping round to confirm that this person is incredible and therefore must be treated with immense respect and consideration - they're a quality five star being that doesn't deserve to put up with any bu*****t. So don't give it to them, please
*cry* oHmYpiGeoNs thank you <3333 that's incredibly amazingly sploondiferous of you to say -milkie
i am eating bread right now. just thought you should know. - aVerY (aka thatkokichisimp)
*gAsp* t hi s is vEry important information n i'm jealous now <33 /nm /pos -milky :>
-milkie, non-professional abysm lingerer, lost items here, title switcher, tea-bringing moon dragon n hopeful waffle nomad :D
Hello!!! I hope we can be friends! I see you around everywhere ♡♡♡ you seem sooo cute!-Keels(ps my name is ConfuzzledBean!
hello !! just came here to say you are v cool