Friendly Clown Boy
I am currently in the process of requestioning my identities, especially my genders. Bc they changed.
As a kid I used to identify as transgender and I decided to pick up that identity again. I fit under the trans umbrella and I'm comfortable with the identity.
My gender is related to maleness. I cannot narrow down any more than miaspec.
My gender is influenced by my demon kintype and Joker fictotype.
My gender is influenced by my demon kintype.
My gender feels young, a boy rather than a man. It's bc in my demon past life I was a child and never grew into adulthood. This only applies to the masculine part of my gender. It's only felt when I’m at least slightly boy but not in strong Joker shifts.
My gender is influenced by my Joker fictotype.
Arkham Origins is my choicekin source as Joker.
Half Way Across is my adaptkin source as Joker.
My gender sometimes fluctuates to being more male in Joker shifts, though it's not bound to it.
Genders and attractions as Joker:
I am an AMAB cisgender man.
I am romantically attracted to batman and only batman.
I am sexually attracted to AMAB cisgender men.
Shift-exclusive:
Rosboy (only in femboy shifts)
In femboy shifts, I am binary male who feels kinda feminine in gender and has a feminine gender expression.
Nocturnalromantic (only in nocturnal batjokes shifts)
In nocturnal batjokes shifts, I feel romantic attraction to batman with a more nocturnal vibe and usually when it's dark outside.
Alterous (only in quinnjokes shifts)
In quinnjokes shifts, I feel alterous attraction to Harley Quinn. It feels slightly platonic, romantic as well as sexual but it's neither of those. Before I discovered the attraction was alterous, the feeling was very unstable and confusing and it felt like my Joker self was working against it. Now the feeling is stable and only slightly confusing.
Genders and attractions as Kuzu:
I am AMAB cisgender boy.
As Kuzu I am 8 years old and I feel my gender is more of a boy than a man. It's something I feel in my current life and believe to be the product of this demon life, though I could never figure out if I was childgender in my past life or not.
As Kuzu I do not experience romantic attraction to anyone.
As Kuzu I felt sexual attraction towards AMAB individuals. At least, that's what I assume. It feels correct.
Below information is old.
Gender
My gender is complicated. I am nominalgender: having a gender that is so me nobody else can experience it. It can best be described as a mashup (mix) of genders that is uniquely me. This mashup doesn't include blurifeminine as I see that as a seperate gender, making me multigender.
I am kingender. My gender is defined by my demonkin, making me demongender (the kingender version, not the neurogender version). Since my demonkin is a boy, but also influences my current life's gender to be non-binary, I could say I’m demonboy or demonenby (enby is non-binary).
Important to note is that as a demon I'm a child, this influences my current life's gender to be childgender (hence demonenby). I am childgender. This is feeling like your gender is ‘young’, identifying as a boy instead of a man. This is a (xeno)gender and not the same as age regression. I'm possibly not childgender when shifted a Joker.
I am also boyflux. I am only childgender when I feel at least slightly boy. My gender becomes more boy when I'm in a Joker shift and possibly in demon shifts too. This counts as kingenderflux.
I am also blurifeminine.
And lastly, in Lana Loud (The Loud House) shifts, I am bigenderflux. This can be seen as my gender completely changing or both the boyflux part and blurifeminine part becoming stronger. I can be 50% girl/50% boy, 45% girl/55% boy or 55% girl/45% boy.
When people ask me about my gender, I usually just say boyflux.
Sexuality
My sexuality is complicated. I am nominalsexual: having a sexuality that is so me nobody else can experience it. It can best be described as a mashup (mix) of sexualities that is uniquely me. I coined the term nominalsexual myself.
I am kinshiftsexualflux. This is a term I coined myself. It means that I constantly experience the sexuality of my kintype. I constantly experience being gay, because as Joker I’m gay. It fluctuates when shifted, making me feel that I’m gay more strongly when in a Joker shift.
Since I'm AFAB and non-binary, I am a non-confirming gay/vincian.
I am aliussexual. This is a term for fictionkin to refer to the experience of having a sexual attraction to a person from their source (batman).
As my demonkin I am gay.
Romanticism
I am idemromantic. This is completely not kinrelated and refers to the experience of not being able to see the difference between romantic and platonic. I am able to define that difference by outer sources, but I don’t feel this difference internally.
I am kinshiftromantic (the romantic equivalent of kinshiftsexual, a term I coined myself). This is the experience of a changing romantic attraction when shifted. I only experience romantic attraction when shifted into Joker. I AM able to see the difference between platonic and romantic when in a batjokes related shift. I only experience this attraction to batman, making me uniromantic. Again, I am also aliusromantic because I experience romantic attraction to someone from my source. I am not idemromantic when shifted into Joker. Another way to see it is that I am still idemromantic, but am only able to internally feel the difference between romantic and platonic when it comes to batman.
I don’t consider my attraction to Harley Quinn as romantic, because I am only slightly able to feel the difference between romantic and platonic and/or because it’s probably both or in-between in some way (queerplatonic or alterous).
Again, this is an one-of-a-kind romantic attraction so that counts as nominalromantic.
I am romance-ambivalent because I am romance-repulsed when not shifted but romance-favorable when shifted. But when shifted I repulse romance between man and woman, and am only favorable of same-sex romantic interactions. (I cannot see their internal genders so those feelings are based on biological gender.)
A clearly platonic attraction I have is to objects. I am panjectum platonic. I experience a platonic attraction to ALL objects. This is part of objectum.
As my demonkin I am Aromantic.
In nocturnal batjokes shifts I am nocturnalromantic. It means to experience romantic attraction more strongly or only at night. This is a term I coined myself.
All terms I mentioned in this wiki that I coined myself, can be found on LGBTA wiki.