Being non-binary be like;
27/01/2021
Today, I asked my mother if there was more than one gender. ( I decided to pretend I didn`t know, so it`d be less awkward. )
She said there were, so that confirms that she knows there`s more than male and female! That`s gonna make coming out a lot easier now that I`m confident that she wouldn`t say something like " That`s not real " or " That`s just a phase. " like I originally feared.
Even though I trust my father would believe me, I might try pull the same on my Dad.
My brother said he would call people who identify out of the binary " It " - and not in a friendly way like " Oh people want these pronouns neat " as in-
" This thing isn`t normal. " - or at least that`s what I gathered.
Whatever, my brother wouldn`t be a risk even if he was enbyphobic. I hardly speak to him anyway.
I`m gonna speedrun my homework.
DUDUDUDU----
1/02/2021
I am so sick of everything.
I swear to god it`s like they're trying to rub being a "girl" on me,
It`s like they sense the enby energy coming off me and just rubbing more girl stuff on me-
like- HUSWHWADKHDKEDDE
6/02/2021
I just put on a hat-
It`s pink and at first made me feel bad-
But then I my gender just felt like it * + d i s s a p e a r e d + * and I`m loving it.
Hats are on my mental 'favorite clothes list' now.