i have changed my mind about leaving. i suppose spending a bit of time here is nice.
names: birby (main name), celdua/cel (newer name), savior, salv, irl name, just dont call me something masculine ig
gender: female. probably. or demigirl, at the least i dont really care at this point
orientation: pansexual. i used to id as a lot of different things. i used to be on the ace spectrum so i will occasionally speak for ace people if this is ok with anyone.
amory: ambiamory. i am in a monogamous relationship but i am currently interested in an edition to the relationship. dunno when that will happen
pronouns: id like to be referred to by my names instead of my pronouns when referring to me in third person, if possible. fae/they is preferred if not, and if you have trouble with those, please feel free to use she/her. do not refer to me with masculine pronouns (especially he/him) please! i am having haha funny obsessive identity problem and it will probably freak me out or something! :(
mental brain salad:
- i cannot word. like. words. words.... sometimes my wording is strange or doesnt make sense sorry
- there are specific things that can either upset me or panic me. i will not say them because i value my privacy lol
- i sometimes refer to this dude named "amledd" thats me. its a part of my brain that is being weird
- i have a therapist. we havent made much progress yet but i am hoping to figure out what is wrong with me.
- i may or may not have anxiety/depression, adhd, ocd or something my brain is not okay thats all i know so dont tell me i have something or dont because im not diagnosed
- i am trying to get diagnosed though! for some reason saying "i think i have (insert disorder here)" is like impossible to my therapist in my head so it
will be awhile
i make characters and i draw a lot to cope with my environment. i draw vent art more than the average person, or at least i think i do. keep that in mind as well