(this page will be a mess before we organise it, dw its a wip)
rn its just being used for a few different organisational things
note: we are undiagnosed. this is because it compromises our safety if we ask our parents for a chance to be diagnosed. we suspect, however, that we are a traumagenic DID system, have ADHD, and perhaps we have something similar to CFS (chronic fatigue syndrome). we plan to seek diagnosis after we move out of home.
system structure:
we have a small section of alters called "active alters" meaning alters who, typically, in a month, front more than thrice (not specifically three times, but typically)
active alters (in order of activity)
emerson
catra
alaska
lila
amity
inactive alters are alters that mainly reside in the innerworld or just not fronting but are not dormant, these are any alters that are not dormant or active
dormant alters- alters who cannot be contacted, are unreachable, and have not fronted in a while- we can tell whether they are just inactive or whether they are dormant because of "vibes" i guess
dormant alters:
ace
orion
fictives:
nico (wont disclose his source bc he doesnt like it)
catra (spop)
active alter profiles:
FORMAT:
name:
age:
pronouns:
gender:
orientation:
appearance:
other:
name: emerson
age: ageless teen kind of thing?? i guess
pronouns: they/it/he/xe
gender: non-binary
orientation: aceflux demiromantic qu**r
appearance: short brown hair, brown eyes, pale skin, some freckles, glasses
other: host
name: catra
age: age slider between 15-17
pronouns: she/her
gender: cis female
orientation: asexual lesbian
appearance: short brown hair, heterochromic (pale yellow + turquoise) eyes, tan (?? idk the right word) skin
other: fictive, co-host
name: alaska
age: 14-ish
pronouns: they/them
gender: non-binary with a fluctuating lean
orientation: unknown
appearance: dark hair, blue eyes, pale skin, piercings
other: n/a
name: lila
age: unknown
pronouns: she/her (maybe she/they)
gender: female maybe
orientation: unknown
appearance: see picture (will be added soon)
other: social protector
name: amity
age: 14
pronouns: ??
gender: either demigirl or girl probably
orientation: ??
appearance: lavender hair, pale skin, gold eyes, pointy ears
other: idk role
birthdays (some of us pick birthdays or days that we want to celebrate a specific headmate)
em- 29th december
catra- 28 october
(incomplete)
(below this is the beginnings of a more structured profile, the above will be deleted once this is complete)
Introduction
Hey, we're The Nervous System. We're traumagenic and suspect DID, although we're not diagnosed due to our current situation- trust me, we'd seek diagnosis if it was safe for us. We currently have 20+ system members, although we think that our numbers will grow in future. We have a more "median" part of our system, which usually consists of members who are "connected" in a kind of unexplainable way. With our amnesia, we usually have either grey-outs or very minimal amnesia, or we have emotional disconnect to what happened when a different headmate was fronting. It's not often that we have black-out amnesia, but it happens very occasionally.
Active fronters
Active fronters are headmates that front more than thrice in around a month. In our system, most of our members don't front much. However, that changes + fluctuates.
Our current active fronters are listed below
- Emerson
- Amity
- Catra
- Alaska
- Lila