//TW, sh, suicide, swearing, abuse, parinoia, intrusivethoughts, gore//
I am dyslexic so don't be mad if some words are misspelled.
Hello so I'll be talking about why I resigned as a mod and why I left the wiki. (I will/am still lingering)
For those who don't know me, I'm Vic. I've been here since January of this year. My first account was Vic978. I am 14 and got here when I just turned 13. I have undiagnosed autism, undiagnosed (working on it) ADHD, Diagnosed OCD, Skitzophrenia, and PTSD.
I made this to show people why I left (becaue my post was vauge af)
Being a Mod
I became a mod when I was 13. Bad idea. Being a mod could be fun sometimes, I got to help people and such. Then came the first raid I was a mod for. This raid was horrifying for me. The bi-lesbian page was harrased by people in the comments, and I was the only mod online. Yup, the only mod. Then the second raid I was one of three mods online. This was a gore raid. lol, trauma, yay /j /s. This was bad for my mental health.
I am suicidal. Welp, so plain, but its true. I need to focus more on myself. Intrusive thoughts, SH, they all effect me negativley. The mental abuse i have gotten from some people here is AsTroNomICaL.
Fucking traumatized and invalidated from some induviduals here.
I got addicted to this place. Everyfuckingday, wouldnt do school, just this, and my grades went from "a's" to "'s". "s" for shitty. So, yeah.
Well, I'll prob edit this when i have more time. Bye, ily /p