So it started in 2018, I joined picsart and started to get some friends who were apart of the community, it was there I realized I had never seen a man I was attracted to. I identified as a lesbian. A few months later I started identifying as a bisexual transman because I didn't know identities out side of Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, Trans (but only transmen and transwomen, i didn't know about nonbinary identities yet.) so for awhile I questioned, being fully male didn't feel right and bisexual didn't seem right either.. So after one of my friends came out as pansexual and told me what it meant and told me about genders outside of man and woman. I was slightly confused with nonbinary genders but since bisexual didn't fit, and i knew i wasn't just attracted to women, i just put the label on and just said it was me.
For the rest of 2019 I started to just not care about my identity, looking back on it now, i was kinda just identifying as cassgender and casssexual but I didnt really care about what people saw me as, I just was attracted to whoever I was attracted to, and that was that. I would say I was cishet and not really count myself as lgbt but i just kinda felt like i was whatever.
In 2020 I started to question again, I went back to identifying as panromantic but learned about asexual and identified as that, it wasn't exactly me but due to some...lets say not so great things happening from late 2019-early 2020 I didn't want to think about sexual attraction and just said I was ace. Being cis didn't feel right either but i knew i wasn't a man, I decided to say i was nonbinary, even though they/them didn't feel that right and being masculine felt so wrong i thought nonbinary people had to use they/them and had to be masculine I just went with it. throughout 2020 I identified as many things, so i'm just gonna list some I can remember, because it was like a new identity every week
- Demifluid
- Deminonbinary
- Bisexual
- Abrosexual
- Agenderflux
- Unlabeled
- Bigender
- Aromantic
- Demiboy
Just a week ago I found out my full identity.
Im multigender: Genderfaerflux, apeirongender and cassflux but I mostly use the labels genderqueer and genderfluid. And for my sexuality im aroaceflux abrosexual.