Wassup gays
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Non binary gay here , salutations -Owaowa2
'''Name:''' Call me Pinkieshy, Pinkie, Pink, or Angie. ▼
▲'''Name:''' Call me Pinkieshy , Pinkie, Pink, or AngieNatan.
'''Pronouns:''' [[Pronouns|She/Her, He/Him, & They/Them]].
'''Gender Identity:''' [[Assigned Gender|AFAB]] [[DemigirlNon-Binary]] (Specifically [[Demifluid]])
'''Orientation:''' [[Gynesexual|Gynosexual]] or [[Finsexual]]; I mainly identify as a [[lesbian]] but [[trixic]] works too.
'''Age Range:''' 13-17.
'''Interests:''' Art, psychology, writing/literature, editing, & contemplating the meaning of our existence.
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'''Extra:''' I have GAD, I'm still questioning my gender, I plan on becoming a clinical psychologist in the future, I have a pet cat, & I like Danganronpa & Hazbin Hotel. ▼
Identities I'm questioning about:
* [[Femmesexual]]
* [[Feminamoric]]
* [[Demicisgender]]
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== Rambles of me talking about my identity ==
=== My [[:Category:Sexuality|Orientation Preferences]] ===
When I first found out about the LGBTQ+ community I thought I was [[Pansexual]]. I was okay with the idea of having a boyfriend; but having a girlfriend sounded amazing (and I hadn't firmly grasped the idea of [[Non-Binary|non-binary people]] yet so IDK). Later, I came out as [[Bisexual]] to two of my friends; I didn't want them to be confused about Non-Binary people so I just "simplified" it for them I guess. We were in middle school okay? I started to genuinely identify as Bisexual because it felt right.
Then I dated a girl. And I started questioning if I was a [[lesbian]] instead of Bisexual. When I started high school, I started identifying as a lesbian and it still feels right! now that I have a firmer grasp on what a Non-Binary pal is; I started identifying as [[Gynesexual|Gynosexual]] - making it my microlabel of sorts - but still a lesbian. Then I learned that some people in the LGBTQ+ community recommend using [[Finsexual]] instead of Gynosexual, because the prefix is controversial. So I use both because one side of the controversy says that Gyno-/Gyne- can mean female AND feminine - but since I'm not sure, I just use both interchangeably.
So now ''I identify as Gynosexual/Finsexual and Gynoromantic/Finromantic.''
=== My [[:Category:Ace-spec identity|Orientation Conditions]] ===
It took me awhile to learn that orientation conditions exist; I knew that people could be [[Demisexual]] and Bisexual or whatever, but I didn't know that there were other labels similar! I initially thought I was [https://beyond-mogai-pride-flags.tumblr.com/post/153102158245/hyper-pride-flags Hypersexual] and [[Alloromantic]]; but then that just...didn't fit? I guess? I started identifying as [[Allosexual]] Alloromantic; but I looked a little deeper one day and found a label called [https://www.deviantart.com/pride-flags/art/Potensexual-726374984 Potensexual/Potenromantic on DeviantArt]. SO I started identifying as Allosexual Potenromantic, because I don't feel romantic attraction towards girls/enbies that are [[straight]] or [[Aromantic|aro]] (or other labels).
But, I recently found another label called [[Aroace-jump|AroAce-Jump]] - where someone mostly identifies as Allosexual/Alloromantic but rarely experiences feelings of [[Asexual|Asexuality]]/Aromanticism (reverse of [[Acespike|AroAce-Spike]]).
So now, ''I identify as Allosexual Potenromantic yet AroAce-Jump.''
=== My [[Gender|Gender Identity]] ===
I found out about gender identities about the same time as sexualities. I initially thought I was [[Genderqueer]] and used She/They pronouns. Fun fact; I identified as this because I didn't know my gender identity so I picked the coolest flag...yeah. I later started identifying as [[Cisgender]] because I had a Republican phase where I thought all gender identities except for Cisgender, [[Transgender]], and Non-Binary were made up and weird. Don't worry, it was just a phase.
I later looked into gender identities again; learning the actual meanings of the genders and even relating to them. One I found compelling was [[Demigirl]]. I had been thinking that I was Non-Binary but like...halfway? And *poof* Demigirl showed up on my screen and I started identifying as it.
▲'''Extra:''' I have GAD, I'm still questioning my gender, I plan on becoming a clinical psychologist in the future , I have a pet cat, & I like Danganronpa &and Hazbin Hotel.
I actually had a freak-out moment recently - I realized that I ''really'' didn't like being female and called my friend about it, worrying that I was transgender. Trans people are completely valid, but I felt overwhelmed by how much surgery, doctor's visits, and prejudice I would have to face if I was Trans. With the help of my friend, I realized that I was still Demigirl and not Trans.
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So, ''I identify as Demigirl, I use She/Her, They/Them, AND He/Him pronouns - I am half Cis Woman and half [[Bigender]].<br />''
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