I- I can't even. At first I thought I was straight and never gave it any thought after that. When I was twelve I thought 'Hey I feel the same way about being with a girl a boy or whatever so I must be pans' I have never felt any different at the thought of being with a girl a boy or whatever you label yourself at. When I turned thirteen I did some digging 'Why don't I FEEL attraction and everything like that lik everyone else does' after some digging I once again labeled myself as AROACE and left that at that. Yet it still did'nt feel right and now I'm searching the internet for an explantion for the FUCK I feel and so far this has been the closest I have gotten to an answer... but it still doesn't feel right.