I'm only attracted to romantic relationships in different media (especially in fiction) and I don't feel anything (or am repulsed) by most romantic relationships around me. I definitely want a romantic relationship, but I don't really feel anything for anyone and am very confused by what I will or won't like about my romantic partner. Most of the people who ask me out are my friends and eventhough my ideal is to fall for a friend, it never seems to happen for me and I feel I only like the idea of love and never am able to feel it for anyone. I thought I was in love when I was younger, but now I'm pretty sure it wasn't love, because it only repulses me when I think about it.
