imagine, never expirianceing sexual arousal to the point when you do feel it your brain is like da fauq is that?! then you see sesshomaru for the first time and all of the sudden your brain is like woooaaa who is that... and from then on you only feel turned on by characters and are meh for real people even if they dress up like anime characters. because you don't actually look like a drawing dressed up like that now do you. that is what sexuality is like for me
