User:-raining-stardust-

 = the stardust system =

median system - traumagenic, endogenic, neurogenic, stressgenic, and cryptogenic, as well as maybe solumgenic - between parasian and mesosian - orbital

ello- we're the stardust system! we've only got three headmates atm- at least as far as we know. our switches are gross and blurry, and can take hours. they often have a lot of dissociation with them too. we can, to an extent, recall what a different headmate did- although for the most part right now our headmates dont know much about each other as we can't communicate internally, and vari is usually fronting, so others dont often get a chance to respond to letters- which are what we use to communicate. n--?=$ | p[m/n/nb/a/b/gf/gq/x/l/qr/ar/as/xo] | a[b-- r---/r+]^ | s.he s.sh s.sd s.sv s.mf s.lsp+ |

headmates/facets vari name: vari nicknames: vai role: prosecutor of some kind, traumaholder (sort of), stressholder (sort of), memoryholder, frontrunner, host, worrier, cynic, outernaut, possibly some kind of accuser, co-core (?) age: teenager, ageslider, demi-ageless?? gender: afab masc aligned enby, genderfluid pronouns: he/ae, pronounfluid orientation: lesbian aroace, nebularoace nebulaplatonic caedplatonic amory: ambiamorous hyperfixations: psychology, music, and lgbtqia+ terms relationships: in a passionate friendship with rae <3 other: jupiter name: jupiter nicknames: none (that we know of) role: protecter, caregiver of some sort, traumabreaker, hygienist, maybe dissociagenic, maybe an absorber, and possibly an observer age: ??? gender: ??? pronouns: star/fae orientation: ??? amory: ??? hyperfixations: psychology relationships: none other: if jupiter is fronting, please do not talk about things like attraction, anxiety, fear, or sadness with fae- unless fae say its alright. it very possibly might trigger star to switch with vari- and jupiter usually only fronts when vari cannot. rigel/orion/leo name: rigel/orion/leo nicknames: none (that we know of) role: protector, core (?), possibly former host age: ageless- maybe a little, maybe a systeen gender: spacecoric, caelgender, astralgender, spagegendervoid, maybe spacefixi but not sure pronouns: leo/leoself or space/spaceself, they/them okay too orientation: ??? amory: nonamorous hyperfixations: space relationships: ...no. just no. other: neurodivergencies -attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder -rejection sensitive dysphoria -obsessive-compulsive disorder -hypochondria -multiple diagnosed but unspecified anxiety disorders (possibly generalized anxiety disorder and social anxiety disorder, as well as maybe even others) -semi-diagnosed extremely severe generalized anxiety disorder -semi-diagnosed extremely severe social anxiety disorder -possibly undiagnosed panic disorder, unsure about it though -undiagnosed severe major depressive disorder -possibly anorexia nervosa -acute stress responses -maybe post traumatic stress disorder- was vaguely hinted at by a psychiatrist whos known us for most of our lives, but nothing was explicitly stated- although it does feel right to us -we have suspicions about multiple personality disorders, although as we are all minors feel it would be harmful to self-diagnose with them or anything of the sort, as minors rarely get those diagnoses due to the fact their personalities are still developing (anyone self-diagnosed with a personality disorder is valid though!! this is just our personal preference) triggers + squicks -the relieved emoji -gaslighting -manipulation -emotional abuse -verbal abuse -mental abuse -animal abuse -the name/nickname 'maddie' -eas sounds -eating (squick) -food (squick) -blood -being forced to eat -force feeding -the phrase 'lolol' -psychiatric hospitals (squick) -overeating -needles and sharp objects -s*lf-h*rm and s**cide (e, a, u, i) -bugs and insects of pretty much any kind, especially bees, wasps, hornets, and spiders -paper cuts -pedophillia (when acted upon) -weight shaming -being called 'too skinny' or 'too fat', etc -the prases 'k', 'k.', 'k then', 'k. then' or 'k then.' -people yelling and/or arguing -glorifying any mental disorders in general -glorifying depression, anxiety disorders, and/or anorexia -invalidating trauma -victim blaming -being told your trauma is just "not being able to let go" -dismissive phrases -generalizations -being ignored, interrupted, and/or talked over -roblox in general (squick) -adopt me -welcome to bloxburg (somewhere between trigger and squick) -the dog breed pomeranians (somewhere between trigger and squick) -being called stupid or similar things (even as a joke. somewhere between trigger and squick) -the song “seasonal depression” by mxmtoon -dream smp exile arc -dream (the smp character, not the youtuber himself) -jokes about trauma -being accused of lying -being called a liar -being fakeclaimed -being yelled at -yelling in general -arguing things we experience/have -we experience dissociation -we experience depersonalization -we experience derealization -we have insomnia as a symptom -we get self-harm impulses -we get s**cidal thoughts -we suffer from migraines -we suffer from tinnitus -we have misophonia -we have hashimoto's; possibly hypothyroidism -we have vitiligo -we get panic attacks -we get anxiety attacks -we stim -we probably tic -we easily get overstimulated -we are often understimulated -we have traumatic memories -we suffer from traumatic flashbacks -we get an abundance of intrusive thoughts -we experience imposter syndrome -we experience delusions and extreme paranoia -we experience both auditory and visual hallucinations, sometimes individually and sometimes together -we’re pretty sure we experience psychosis -we're pretty sure we experience delusions -we are compulsive hoarders please dont interact with us if... -you are against lgbtqia+ and/or mogai folkel in any way -you’re discriminatory in any way (lgbtphobic, racist, ableist, sexist, intersexist, misogynistic, classist, etc) -you think disorders or queer identities are ‘quirky’ -you fakeclaim -you believe psychiatric disabilities aren’t actually disabilities -you’re a sysmed -you’re a transmed -your body is older than 25 -your body is younger than 12 -you think some folkels’s trauma is worse than others’ -you invalidate trauma -you purposely trigger folkel -you use slurs that you can’t reclaim -you’re a pedophile and act upon pedophillic thoughts -you’re a furry-hater -you’re anti-otherkin -you’re anti-alterhuman -you’re against educated self-diagnosis -you’re a pro-shipper or anti-anti

dni list please put your username here if you dont want us (or a specific one of us) to interact with you (or a specific member of your system, if applicable)

friend list put your username here if you consider us friends :)

qna thing i guess if you have a question for one of us (or all of us!) go ahead and ask it- we'll answer as soon as we can :)

signatures ig yall know what to do :) hiii!! i just noticed we're both median collectives (we're more towards the multiple side, yall are more towards the singlet side/in the middle) named stardust who have an amnt of headmates (as of writing this at least) that are both related to each other! (30 and 3!) so i think thats cool :0 - elysia from Stardustcollective, xe/they yee it iss :00 -vari (and sorta jupiter sjdoknsdkj)