User:2wow2BSTR8

About Me:

So where to begin. All of my life it seems I have been called effeminate. My voice doesn't help; if someone doesn't see my face I am called maam. Multiple drive throughs and phone conversations have taught me this. I have had to tell the same person multiple times yes I am (my name), I have told you multiple times I am sir.. Please stop asking for me to bring myself to the phone.

In my teenage years everyone assumed I was gay because I always picked what was considered the feminine choice. I liked playing as the female characters in RPGs and video games, my favorite movies are RomComs that most guys gag over.. For me I laugh and I cry and they are my favorite movies. They may be cheesy but they call to me.

If life hadn't gone as it did I could see me being the female singer in a club that men adore. I know how to be sexy to guys and my body shape works well. One good thing about being shorter with good muscular structure. I honestly think I would have been beat up bad and had a horrible high school life if I wasn't luckily athletic.. I was effeminate and many thought I was gay but when it comes to sports I was one of the first picked. I was one of the tougher guys even though most towered over me. I was always the tiniest in class. seems weird now but I remember bragging in 7th grade I wasn't even 70 pounds yet, see how tiny I am. Yet, I was playoff MVP of our basketball team. Which is why I think I didn't get picked on as much.

Since most girls seemed to think I wasn't interested and I did like feminine things I did some experimenting. I tried being with my best friend who came out of the closet... things didn't work. However I'm still an ally so I went with him to the different spots he would go to. Explain I'm not really interested just helping protect my friend and generally that was fine. A few times people got a little handsy because they didn't understand but others knew me and would help out. Later on I started dating a girl. We really connected emotionally, spiritually, and intellectually. I thought I found my other half and we attempted getting together.... things didn't work.

That really upset her, things were said that I won't repeat. We tried again because she knew who to ensure things would work. However it didn't and that made it worse. I now am no longer friends with her, I am horrible and she won't even talk to me. She contacted all my friends behind my back to tell them how horrible I was. It is very lonely when no one is willing to be with you. Especially when that is how your body reacts, I wish I could make it better.

Finally someone coins the sexuality that fits me and I feel accepted but when I try to honestly post and say please give gentle correction if needed. I just need a safe place for what I've gone through...

I get post on my private wall: I post that this isn't a game I will be here months/years from now if you understand

I get told I am wrong, I do not feel this way, I just have preferences...

In a way I want to fire back and say Dog You, If I have preference you all do you just prefer... but I really am about love and accepting all so can't do that to all..

I will say based on timing I don't know if my honest question(trying to find a less-offensive term) that came before I was asked to post on message wall was deemed to come after. However I am still upset that there is just banning indefinitely.. no reaching out.. no allowing me to say I can't delete my own post that was before you asked me to stick to your message wall..

Just poof **** Be gone

So any of the Admins that to me seem to be fascist, bigoted, and dictatorial currently please reach out so I can stay on. Again I am not here to hurt I am here to belong

Since you won't let me find another term: I am Super Straight and DoubleBi is one of the biggest SuperPhobes I have seen ---  He can't deny because he isn't super straight-- his own logic

Oh and BTW ---

It has been determined it was a Trans Rights Activist who posted the Anonymous 4chan Nazi message. TRAs are trying to discredit the Super movement because they are scared for some reason.

Super Rights = Trans Rights = Human Rights

Super Love!