User:Stitchy0

Hello!
Hello! We're The Rats in a Trenchcoat system. We have DID and we are traumagenic and protogenic. We currently have no plans to integrate, as we feel quite comfortable as a system, and we can function well together as we are. However, some of us have integrated in the past, and that has been part of our healing process.

This wiki is a safe space for us where we come to hang out and work on pages. Formerly, we were sysops, however we resigned due to our mental health. In the future, we hope we will be stable enough to be admins again, but right now, that is not a possibility.

If you'd like to talk, you can message us on our message wall. We're open to conversation however we do struggle with refreshing our message wall and having full on conversations so we apologize if our conversations are not the longest or most in depth!

Note
Aside from the alters listed on this page, who are in our main system, we have a group of alters locked in a place called The Basement. They may or may not eventually come up from The Basement and join the main system.

We also have quite a few fragments floating around here and there, however they tend to remain in The Basement where they can not access the front.

'''We are not keeping them there. There is another headmate who is holding them there, and we can not force them to stop. They are trying to protect us by keeping other headmates in The Basement, and we can not go back down there without that headmates will, which they do not want us to do.'''

Multiple Code
MuC N=^ P[m/g/ar/as] A[b- r---!/+++!!/^] O[t/p] M[ds] W[e/o/-/$!] C[cc/m#] OF[r/o++] F[x+^/ph^/pw^/~+/a+] R[f/r/p] V[++#*!>!-] X[+] G[+]

Important stuff about us

 * We plan to go into the art industry
 * Our collective pronouns are He/They
 * We tend to use we/us however sometimes we will use I/Me
 * Occasionally we will use the ampersand on our pronouns (I&, We&, Me&)
 * Shy is Asatru, Victoria is an Eclectic pagan, and Justin, Alexis, and Alfred are Christians
 * Many of us are alterhuman
 * Alexis can't read and is very shy
 * Rollin is mute and hard of hearing
 * Shy has integrated with a former headmate named Lilliana
 * Natasha used to be jingle, however, they integrated with fragments to become them
 * Deirdre occasionally uses a typing quirk where he replaces "o" with "0" and Shy sometimes uses a typing quirk where "C" is replaced with "☭"
 * We are two-spirit
 * We are covert, meaning it is hard to tell when a switch has happened unless we've told you
 * We are minors, do not interact with us if you are over the age of 25

Do not interact if...

 * You are a transmed.
 * You believe some peoples trauma is "worse than others".
 * You believe psychiatric disabilities are not disabilities.
 * You use terms such as "Narcissist" "Psycho" and "Sociopath" in the wrong ways.
 * You support any form of non-consensual contact and/or violence.
 * You do not support neopronouns.
 * You fakeclaim.
 * You are a system exclusionist.
 * You are anti-alterhuman.
 * You use slurs you can not reclaim.
 * You will shame people based on their hyperfixations.
 * You blame those with vulgar/slur tics for their tics.
 * You think white passing POC are not POC and/or can not experience racial trauma.
 * You believe "queer" is a slur and shouldn't be used.
 * You believe aspec individuals are broken or damaged.
 * You slut-shame.
 * You are anti sex-work.
 * You support ALM.
 * You are an anti-vaxxer/ anti-masker.
 * You are anti-antifa (Because if you are you have no idea what antifa actually means).
 * You are a fictive or kin of Mystery Burns from Doll Eye.
 * You are a fictive or kin of Stranger from Doll Eye.

Boundaries

 * Do not ask us about our triggers unless we explicitly say it is okay. We are formed exclusively from trauma, and discussion of our triggers can cause flashbacks, panic attacks, and dissociation.
 * Do not interact with us if you are currently age regressed, or are a system little, particularly if you use "baby talk" (ex: speaking wike dis). We aren't against you, but childlike behaviors can be triggering for us in some cases, and we'd prefer not to interact with someone at the mental age of a child.
 * Use the term "headmate" for us instead of "alter". While we may reclaim the term alter and use it for ourselves, we are not comfortable with other people calling us "alters" and would prefer others call us headmates.
 * Never act sexual towards us if we are not partners, and even then, do not act sexual if we haven't said it's okay, especially when other people are around.

Neurodivergences
Our neurodivergences are listed below

We all have

 * ADHD
 * DID
 * cPTSD
 * Synesthesia
 * Dyslexia
 * Dyscalculia
 * ARFID

Most of us have

 * Depression
 * Generalized Anxiety Disorder
 * Social Anxiety

Headmate specific

 * Health Anxiety (Shy and Leilani)
 * Anorexia Nervosa (Shy)
 * OSFED (Gamzee)
 * OCD (Jordan)
 * Psychosis (Azazael, Alfred, and Shy)

Diagnosis status
We will not be sharing our diagnosis status on any of our disorders or neurodivergencies. This is for both our safety, and to avoid being fakeclaimed. Regardless of what our diagnosis status is, we feel unsafe sharing it, and ask that you please respect that boundary.

Note
We consider ourselves disabled due to the severity of some of our disorders. High levels of dissociation, severe ADHD, and tics and stims that physically harm us, has been disabling for us. We are getting therapy and hope to one day be able to function better, but we are still disabled due to our disorders.

Partners

 * Shy is in a romantic relationship with Ryan and Jason (not on the wiki)
 * Jordan is in a romantic relationship with Jayden (not on the wiki)
 * Deirdre is in a romantic relationship with Dan
 * Gamzee is in a romantic relationship with Shy
 * Rollin is in a queerplatonic relationship with Caroline
 * We are romantically and queerplatonically involved with Cryptocrew

Shy

 * Pronouns: He/Him It/Its Ze/Hir Tele/Telephone
 * Age: Ageless (presents in teens)
 * Birthday: May 18th
 * System role: Host
 * Species: Angel (kin)
 * Sex: Swapsex-Wolffian, POP
 * Gender: Transgender man, Bigende r, Agender, BSoDgender, nautilgender,
 * Sexual orientation: Vincian, cup iosexual, asexual
 * Romantic orientation: Vincian, cupioromantic, aromantic
 * Amory: Polyamorous
 * Other identities: Genderf*ck, Otherkin, antihuman



Jordan

 * Pronouns: He/Him
 * Age: 20
 * Birthday: March 19th
 * System role: Protector, Observer
 * Species: Human
 * Sex: Wolffian, POP
 * Gender: Cisgender Man
 * Sexual orientation: Gay
 * Romantic orientation: Gay
 * Amory: Monogamous



Leilani

 * Pronouns: She/Her Fae/Faer
 * Age: 8
 * Birthday: April 6th (Doesn't age, just a celebration)
 * System role: Little, Trauma-holder
 * Species: Human
 * Sex: Transsex, POP
 * Gender: Transgender girl, Transfeminine, catgender, faesari, xenogirl
 * Sexual orientation: Lesbian
 * Romantic orientation: Lesbian
 * Amory: Ambiamorous
 * Other identities: Neopronomial, Neopronoun lesbian



Mysteri

 * Pronouns: Xe/Xem They/Them She/Her
 * Age: 23
 * Birthday: July 4th
 * System role: Protector, Observer
 * Species: Human
 * Sex: Wolffian, POP
 * Gender: Non-binary, bigender, demigirl, demiboy, transfeminine, transneutral, transneufem, androgyne, azurgirl, bigenderflux
 * Sexual orientation: Neptunic, questioning
 * Romantic orientation: Neptunic
 * Amory: Monogamous
 * Other identities: Neopronomial



Justin

 * Pronouns: He/Him
 * Age: 26
 * Birthday: November 22nd
 * System role: Internal Self Helper
 * Species: Human
 * Sex: Wolffian, POP
 * Gender: Cisgender Man
 * Sexual orientation: Bisexual
 * Romantic orientation: Biromantic
 * Amory: Ambiamorous



Alexis

 * Pronouns: She/Her
 * Age: 4
 * Birthday: May 18th
 * System role: Littlex, Trauma-holder
 * Species: Ghost
 * Sex: Mullerian, POV
 * Gender: Cisgender Girl
 * Sexual orientation: Undefined
 * Romantic orientation: Undefined
 * Amory: Nonamorous



Caroline

 * Pronouns: She/Her
 * Age: 16-18
 * Birthday: March 27th (Doesn't age, just a celebration)
 * System role: Persecutor, Trauma-holder
 * Species: Demon (kin)
 * Sex: Mullerian, POV
 * Gender: Cisgender woman
 * Sexual orientation: Heterosexual
 * Romantic orientation: Heteroromantic
 * Amory: Monogamous



Rollin

 * Pronouns: He/Him They/Them Star/Stars Pup/Pups She/Her Xe/Xir Hey/Hem Ey/Em
 * Age: Ageless (Presents as teen)
 * Birthday: June 15th
 * System role: Trauma-holder
 * Species: Wolf (kin)
 * Sex: Wolffian, POP
 * Gender: Boyish, pupgender, stargender, goblincoric, demiboy, Genderfluid, Starfluid, antifluid, mushroomgender. mossgender
 * Sexual orientation: Asexual
 * Romantic orientation: Aromantic
 * Amory: Nonamorous
 * Other identities: Otherkin, Pronoun collector



Gamzee

 * Pronouns: He/Him
 * Age: 14
 * Birthday: January 25th
 * System role: Fictive, Bionaut
 * Species: Troll
 * Sex: Wolffian, POP
 * Gender: Cisgender Boy
 * Sexual orientation: Asexual
 * Romantic orientation: Biromantic
 * Amory: Monogamous

Natasha

 * 1232118 twpShdBO.pngPronouns: They/Them
 * Age: Ageless (Presents as adult)
 * Birthday: None (Ageless)
 * System role: Internal Self Helper
 * Species: Human
 * Sex: Mullerian, POV
 * Gender: Non-Binary
 * Sexual orientation: Trixic
 * Romantic orientation: Trixic
 * Amory: Ambiamorous



Deirdre

 * Pronouns: He/Him They/Them
 * Age: Ageless (Presents as teen)
 * Birthday: August 12th
 * System role: Protector, Persecutor
 * Species: Human
 * Sex: Transsex, POV
 * Gender: Transgender man
 * Sexual orientation: Vincian
 * Romantic orientation: Vincian
 * Amory: Polyamorous



Wendi

 * Pronouns: He/Him She/Her
 * Age: 19
 * Birthday: September 30th
 * System role: Gatekeeper
 * Species: Deer monster
 * Sex: Faunasex POP
 * Gender: Pangender
 * Sexual orientation: Lesbian
 * Romantic orientation: Lesbian
 * Amory: Polyamorous



Ena

 * Pronouns: She/Her He/Him
 * Age: Ageless
 * Birthday: None (Ageless)
 * System role: Fictive, Bionaut
 * Species: Ena
 * Sex: Intersex, Ambiguous genitalia
 * Gender: Enagender, gendergender, xenic, abimegender, affectugender, bluegender, yellowgender
 * Sexual Orientation: Undefined
 * Romantic Orientation: Undefined
 * Amory: Questioning



Alfred

 * Pronouns: He/Him
 * Age: 39
 * Birthday: April 28th
 * System role: Fictive, Trauma holder
 * Species: Dog man
 * Sex: Wolffian, POP
 * Gender: Cisgender man
 * Sexual orientation: Heterosexual
 * Romantic orientation: Heteroromantic
 * Amory: Monogamous



Victoria



 * Pronouns: She/Her
 * Age: 42
 * Birthday: July 8th
 * System role: Soother
 * Species: Cat person
 * Sex: Wolffian, POP
 * Gender: Non-Binary, Genderfaer, Transfeminine
 * Sexual orientation: Pansexual, hypersexual
 * Romantic orientation: Panromantic, cupioromantic, caedromantic
 * Amory: Ambiamorous



Dan

 * Pronouns: Any
 * Age: 21
 * Birthday: May 1st
 * System role: Protector
 * Species: Human
 * Sex: Wolffian, POP
 * Gender: Swaggender, Cassgender
 * Sexual Orientation: Pansexual
 * Romantic orientation: Panromantic
 * Amory: Ambiamorous



Azazael

 * Pronouns: Ae/Aer
 * Age: 14,736
 * Birthday: December 29th
 * System Role: Semi-Introject
 * Species: Deity
 * Sex: Aivotsex
 * Gender: Sysgodic
 * Sexual Orientation: Omnisexual, Demisexual
 * Romantic Orientation: Omniromantic, Demiromantic
 * Amory: Monogamous



Carnation

 * Pronouns: She/Her
 * Age: 3
 * Birthday: May 18th (Doesn't age, just a celebration)
 * System Role: Little, Trauma-Holder
 * Species: Human
 * Sex: Mullerian, POV
 * Gender: Cisgender girl
 * Sexual Orientation: Undefined
 * Romantic Orientation: Undefined
 * Amory: Non-Amorous

Our body

 * Age: 15-17 (Will not specify further)
 * Sex: CTF, POV, Extersex (possible PCOS or Hypogonadism)
 * Race: White-passing native american and romani

Bill
Bill is a fully formed headmate who stays in the basement. He does not front often, and is not generally considered part of our main system.


 * Pronouns: He/Him
 * Age: 17
 * System Role: Recycler, Introject, Persecutor
 * Species: Human
 * Sex: Wolffian, POP
 * Gender: Cisgender Man
 * Sexual Orientation: Heterosexual
 * Romantic Orientation: Heteroromantic
 * Amory: Monogamous



Ev
Ev is another fully formed headmate who is not considered part of the main system. Ey are not aware ey are in a system and have total amnesia making it extremely scary for em to front. It is unlikely you will ever see Ev here.


 * Pronouns: Ey/Em
 * Age: Unknown (systeen)
 * System Role: Trauma Holder, Dissonaut
 * Species: Human
 * Sex: Agenital, PON
 * Gender: Unknown
 * Sexual Orientation: Unknown
 * Romantic Orientation: Unknown
 * Amory: Unknown

Fragments
We have a lot of fragments, (an estimated amount of 500) and it's hard to keep track of them. Though they rarely front on their own, if at all, they are sometimes co-conscious. This list is mostly for our own knowledge rather than other peoples.


 * Bailey
 * Schuyler
 * Lavvie
 * Scy
 * Lin
 * Ash
 * Venesa
 * Marie
 * Blondie
 * Clarissa
 * Selever
 * Ruv
 * Bojack
 * Diane
 * The Jester
 * Mix
 * Ancap
 * Ancom
 * Commie
 * Nazi
 * Blitzo
 * Moxxie
 * Millie
 * Stolas
 * Ranboo
 * June
 * May

Interests
A comprehensive list of everyone's interests.


 * Creativity: Animation, Digital art, Digital painting, Traditional art, Baking, Guitar, Piano, Cello, Ukulele, Singing, Electronic instruments, Music production, Sewing, Writing, Kandi
 * Musicians: Crywank, Mitski, Jack Stauber, Oliver Tree, The Front Bottoms, Cavetown, Will Wood, Lemon Demon, Bo Burnham, Eminem, Grandson, Yungblud, Flatsound, Paul Baribeau, Cosmo Sheldrake, Teddy Hyde, Ethan Jewell, Penelope Scott, Wilbur Soot, AJR, Twenty One Pilots, IC3PEAK, Weezer, AJJ, Lyn Lapid, Awfultune, The Dresden Dolls, Amanda Palmer, Evelyn Evelyn
 * Games: FNF, Genshin Impact, Minecraft, Among us, Portal, Little Nightmares, Little Nightmares 2
 * Youtubers: Graystillplays, Jacksepticeye, Markiplier, Emkay, Bijuu Mike, Corpse, Boyinaband, Jaidenanimations, Theodd1sout, TWISTED-DOCTOR, Jreg
 * Books: Arc of a Scythe
 * Shows/Movies: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The A List, Gravity Falls, Steven Universe, Bojack Horseman, Rick and Morty, Camp Camp, Centricide

Triggers (general trigger warning for readers)
Not all of us have the same triggers, so this is just a list of things to be careful with when speaking to any of us. Italicized triggers are more severe.

Topics

 * Drug use
 * Rape
 * Acting on pedophilic thoughts
 * Death
 * Grief
 * Self-Harm
 * Suicide

Media (Images, sounds, & text)

 * Gacha images
 * NF (Specifically The Search album)
 * Screaming
 * The phrase "is no longer in use"
 * Gunshots
 * Trailer parks
 * Shattered glass
 * Traumacore

Miscellaneous

 * Cages
 * Small spaces
 * Bathrooms (under very specific circumstances)
 * Ball pits
 * Monkey bars
 * The sides of roads at night
 * Lighters
 * Comments on our weight

Specific triggers

 * Team Fortress 2 (Specifically for Shy)
 * Tomatoes (Specifically for Victoria)
 * Lying (Specifically for Victoria)
 * Centipedes (Specifically for Alfred

Please contact if

 * You are a fictive or kin of Shai Brown from Doll Eye
 * You are a fictive or kin of Yuki Chairo from Doll Eye
 * You are a fictive or kin of Kao Ushi from Doll Eye
 * You are a fictive or kin of Lilly Burns from Doll Eye
 * You are a fictive or kin of Anyone from Homestuck
 * You are a fictive or kin of Anyone from ENA