User blog:Night1919/Kinda needing help finding out a good term for how I feel

So, here's a short description of who I am. I created this account specifically so I could ask about this. First of all, my main language is not English, so sorry if this reads wrong (I've been told that I shouldn't say that, but I feel uncomfortable if I don't xd). I was AMAB but currently identify as trans female (though not irl yet due to my family not being very accepting about it). I'm also pansexual but idk if that's relevant to what this post's about. I've been identifying as these two for like a year I think.

While I identify as trans female, I'm not entirely sure if that alone accurately describes who I am. See, I'm not entirely sure how to describe it, but I think I could describe it as, I feel 80-90% female, and the rest is something else. Idk what that something else is tho, only thing I'm sure of is that it's not male or close to it, but also it's not necessarily female. Idk, sorry if I'm not describing this well. I think the closest to what I'm feeling is maybe demigirl, but I'm not sure about it.

Also, sorta related, I prefer people refer to me as she/her pronouns. But, if for some reason someone decided to refer to me with they/them or any other pronouns that aren't he/him, I don't really think I would mind. It's not like I prefer it over she/her, but it wouldn't make me feel bad like it would if it were with he/him pronouns. So, my second question is, should I have as my personal pronouns "she/they" or something like that? I understand that in the end I should be the one that chooses, but I still would like some help with it.