User:Walkintoaster

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This is my imagination;

This is how it looks and sounds -

But I gotta go so much bigger,

So they can never shut me down

I'm kinda scared of graduation

Cause who am I when this is done?

I wanna be next up forever,

So the best is always yet to come

basic labels
Aka the labels I use publicly (depending on where I'm at)


 * Non-Binary / Genderfluid
 * Pansexual / Abrosexual

current stuff

 * Name; Anon
 * Auxiliary name; Violet


 * Pronouns; one/one/ones/ones/oneself ("Wow, one looks great! I wonder what ones secret is!")
 * Auxiliary pronouns; they/them


 * Gender; Alexi-Xenoflux

other labels - pronouns & stuff
Aka I'm a termcollector


 * Anesigender - one knows a certain gender is correct, but identifies as something else (generally to avoid confusion or having to explain their identity)
 * Genderhoarder - a fluid identity one can't describe easily, thus one "hoards" a bunch of labels that fit
 * Kinfluid - one's kins are fluid, just like genderfluidity
 * Kiwihoarder - one's orientation is fluid, but can't be described in few terms, thus one "hoards" a bunch of labels that fit
 * Multipronominal - one who goes by multiple sets of pronouns
 * Mutopronounal - one whose pronouns change in different situations or contexts
 * Namehoarder - one who "hoards" many names that fit
 * Objectum - attraction to inanimate objects
 * Polyamorous - the capability or desire to be in a relationship with more than one person
 * Pronoun ambivalent - one who has mixed feelings about their pronouns
 * Pronoun Hoarder - one who uses many sets of pronouns
 * Pronounfluid - one who switches between different sets of pronouns
 * Many spiritual crushes - I really can't explain this one in short
 * Syllrubru - a type of gender collecting where one collects genders they feel they might be in the future, so they collect those genders 'just in case'
 * Turkeyhoarder - same as pronoun hoarder
 * Webpronounswap - one who uses different pronouns online & in person

orientation labels
I don't think anyone needs to "justify" their labels, but I'm an exception from my own rule, as always. I don't really know how to define my sexuality, so I use multiple labels, some of which are contradictory. Proceed at your own discretion.

romantic orientation labels

 * Causaromantic - one experiences romantic attraction, but partially or entirely loses it after they start thinking of reasons a romantic relationship wouldn't be enjoyable (linked it to the sexuality cause a romantic equivalent hasn't been coined)
 * Eligereromantic - one can choose if they feel romantic attraction to certain people or not
 * Keepromantic - one feels romantic attraction, but it fades once they're rejected; they may regain the feelings after a period of time, but it's uncommon (it's certainly happened to me)
 * Laimoromantic - one is unsure if they're aro-spec cause one's not sure what romantic attraction is
 * Lithromantic - one experiences romantic attraction, but doesn't want it reciprocated
 * Post Rubor - one feels attraction quickly, but it fades after the excitement of having attraction disappears
 * Quoiromantic - inability to identify romantic attraction

sexuality labels

 * Abrosexual - fluctuating orientation
 * Aceallo-unsure - one doesn't know if they're asexual or allosexual
 * Ametoric - one might feel sexual attraction, but for the time being chooses not to have sex
 * Clypeussexual - one's sexuality feels blurred; one may have a vague idea what it is, but they're unable to fully grasp it
 * Cogitarisexual - one only experiences attraction in their own head and doesn't try to act on it
 * Greysexual - for me specifically it's relating to aspects of asexuality, even if it isn't a perfect fit
 * Iamvanosexual - one enjoys sexual acts being performed on them, but doesn't want to perform sexual acts on others
 * Implasexual - one is never satisfied with their orientation, no matter how well a label fits
 * Kaitasexual - attraction to both fictional and real people
 * Kinshiftsexual - experiencing different sexual attractions during different shifts
 * Miragesexual - one's sexuality is not quite clear enough to make out or understand fully; however, when one tries to look closer or figure it out, it fades or moves further away
 * Novisexual - a complicated attraction or lack thereof that is difficult or impossible to fit into one term
 * Omniflux - attraction to all genders with varying intensity
 * Omnisexual - attraction to all genders, but gender plays a role in attraction
 * Pansexual - attraction regardless of gender; gender doesn't play a role in attraction
 * Parosexual - one experiences different forms of sexual attraction to different genders
 * Polysexual - attraction to many genders, but not all
 * Postsexual - a feeling that one's identity has been shaped by an orientation that they no longer experience (links to a gender cause the sexuality counterpart hasn't been coined)
 * Proculsexual - sexual attraction exclusively or near-exclusively to people one knows they can never be in a relationship with
 * Quoisexual - inability to identify sexual attraction
 * Schrösexual - one is asexual and allosexual at the same time, or is some mix of the two
 * Voideric - an orientation that is always shifting an never moving; it's contradictory and confusing

past orientation labels
I'm pretty sure I used to be ace-spec for a long time, but that has, for the most part, changed.

I used to be apothisexual and at one point alicosexual. I also used aegosexual for a brief time & I'm still somewhat attached to the label.

gender labels
Keep in mind I'm fluid between these genders. I use the genderfluid version of a system if I shift every gender in it.

multigenders

 * Alexi-Xenoflux \this comes in waves (for a period of time I'll be alexi-xenoflux & then it goes away & then it comes back again some months or weeks later) - one knows what genders they're fluid between, but can't tell what they're shifting at a given moment
 * Cavrumgender - connected to black holes; feels all-consuming but never complete
 * Colligogender - one feels they're collecting genders
 * Dustbunnygender - one collects more labels for their gender over time
 * Genderdox - a paradox where one has multiple genders yet none or experience emptiness at the same time
 * Genderfluid - fluctuation between multiple genders over time
 * Polygender - two or more genders
 * Outersystem with a Worldgender as the 'base' - one has so many genders which correlate in such a complex way it can best be described as a solar system/galaxy. Worldgender is the 'smaller' version of this, where one's genders make up a world/planet
 * Pangender - infinitely many genders
 * Potengender - when one is listening to a song, their gender identity changes to mirror the vibe of the song
 * Scorpifluid - fluidity between unknown/hard to understand genders
 * Shifterfluid - fluidity between fluid identities
 * Textgender \usually in a pangender shift - one begins to identify with a gender the more they read about it

non-genders

 * Agender \sometimes kingender - a lack of gender
 * Apogender \sometimes kingender - one feels completely removed from the concept of gender
 * Cloudgender - one's gender cannot be fully understood due to derealization and/or depersonalization (neurogender)
 * Errgender - inability to get a hold of one's gender or to fully understand it
 * Genderless \sometimes kingender - an absence of gender; I personally use this when I feel total detachment from gender
 * Gendervoid - a blank space or void where a gender might be
 * Intangigender - a hard-to-inspect gender that feels cold and shadowy
 * Slithgender - a gender that feels as though it slips from your grasp & you need to find it or seek it out

I kinda have a personal scale for some of these, from least removed from gender to most removed from gender; agender (whoops there's no gender) -> gendervoid (even the idea of having a gender feels distant) -> genderless (not completely removed from the concept of gender, but detached) -> apogender (the entire concept of gender feels foreign) -> gender non-existent (gender simply doesn't exist in my mind; it can't be comprehended) (this last one is self-coined, as far as I know)

"other" genders (/labels)

 * Abimegender - best described by mirrors reflecting into one another, creating an infinite reflection
 * Aporagender \sometimes kingender - a strong gendered feeling that is completely removed from masculinity, femininity, or androgyny
 * Gender- (Genderminus) - one's gender can be described as approximately a certain label, but one doesn’t quite fit every aspect of said label
 * Ludosgender - a strong connection to playing cards, dice, and the like
 * Toastgender - one's gender feels akin to metal, fluctuating between feeling warm and cold (kingender)
 * Non-Binary - one who doesn't fit into the binary of man & woman
 * Proxangi - a non-binary gender derived from androgyny, but different from androgyne
 * Xeminine \kin related - one who's both xenine & feminine (or attached to femininity)
 * Xenic \sometimes kin related - one who isn't male or female aligned, but instead aligned with animals, plants, things, or concepts

stellargenders

 * Astronomique - a gender in some way related to astronomy (umbrella term, can be used on its own)


 * Aethergender \usually kingender - a gender that is wide, commanding, breathtaking & powerful
 * Astralgender - a gender connected to space, stars & the universe
 * Astrumgender \sometimes kingender - a gender connected to stars and/or constellations; one may feel like their gender is bursting from within them
 * Aurorian \sometimes kingender - fluid gender of the galactian alignment system, which is an alignment system to describe certain gendered feelings in non-gendered terms
 * Brunstjernen \usually kingender - stargender connected to brown dawrfs, space, coffee & planets; it feels small and distant
 * Caelgender \sometimes kingender - a gender that shares quality with outer space and/or shares the aesthetic of space, stars, nebulae etc.
 * Cavrumgender - connected to black holes; feels all-consuming but never complete
 * Eclipsique - a gender connected to solar and/or lunar eclipses
 * Exoplanique \sometimes kingender - a gender related to exoplanets & rogue planets
 * Galacticgender \sometimes kingender - a gender disconnected from this world/reality that's strongly connected to space things such as planets, stars, moons, nebulas, and the like
 * Galaxxin / Galaksene \sometimes kingender - a gender connected to star clusters, galaxies, distant planets, earth-like planets, and nebulae; also feels as if it's an infinite void, akin to space
 * Linnutgender - a gender connected to all planets, celestial bodies & astronomical objects in the solar system
 * Neagender - a gender connected to the void with (a) gendered component/s inherently tied to it; a connection to an actual void, like space; connection to space itself or to ocean depths; connection to liminal spaces; a gender that is a void; feeling somewhat gendered, but distorted; a haze, fog, or vast feeling; any other connection to the void
 * Royalgalaxic \kingender - a gender in the Royal system related to being space royalty; it's connected to space, galaxies, stars, space aesthetics, royal aesthetics, and being non-binary (I linked it to the princess system equivalent cause this doesn't exist but it's basically the same without the femininity)
 * Kuiperian \sometimes kingender - fluid gender of the celestial gender system, which is a system of genders with a soft, celestial energy; they're gendered, but only softly; linked but not aligned
 * Mnioct \sometimes kingender - a gender that encompasses the void but is filled with all
 * Pulsargendervoid \usually kingender - fluid form of spacegendervoid; a gender connected to space, stars, and the universe as a whole, with the feeling of genderlessness while also being vaguely gendered
 * Spacecoric \sometimes kingender - a coric gender related to the aesthetic of spacecore/space/astronomy
 * Stargender \sometimes kingender - has three definitions; a gender that is or is like a star / an otherworldly, non-human gender which can't be described in earthly terms & originates from beyond Earth / a gender which can't be described, no matter how many terms are coined
 * Svarthulline - a gender connected to black holes, infinity, nothingness, the void, space & unknown objects

skygenders

 * Caegender \sometimes kingender - a gender connected to the sky
 * Eventidal \usually kingender - a gender connected to the night sky, moon, starlight, and clouds; it's cold, clear & majestic
 * Moongender \usually kingender - a gender connected to the moon, lunar activity, or the zodiac
 * Noctisgender - a gender connected to the night (sky or otherwise)

elemental genders

 * Aecorfluid - fluid gender in the Aecor System, which is a system of genders connected to water Demiaecor - a gender that's partially aecoric Arroyan [demi] - a gender that feels like a small creek or stream Flitzan [demi] - a gender that feels like a cup of water Cascadan [demi] - a gender that feels like a waterfall Charcon [demi] - a gender that feels like a puddle Hielon [demi] - a gender that feels like ice Lochen [demi] - a gender that feels like a lake Neptunun [demi] - a gender that feels like the ocean or sea Rion [demi] - a gender that feels like a river \usually kingender
 * Eilumescian - a gender from the sylvian system (a system of genders related to forests); it's connected to forests, with a specific connection to otherworldly and/or mythical forests
 * Fervian \sometimes kingender - masculine gender of the element system; a masculine gender represented by fire
 * Hadogender \sometimes kingender - a gender connected to the deep ocean & the eldrich secrets they hide
 * Roseian - a gender from the fleurian system (a system of genders connected to flowers); it's connected to nature and flowers, with a specific connection to roses

electric genders

 * Audiowavegender \self-coined, can't quite put into words well enough to add a page
 * Exploigender - a gender in the techno-gender system; it's best described as finding a hidden glitch in a game that lets you progress, giving a feeling of euphoria
 * Hardwaregender \demi - a gender connected to computer hardware such as circuit boards, wires & CPUs

soft genders
Most of these are repeated in other segments; I just wanna list them together as well


 * Alicorngender - a gender connected to mythical creatures
 * Cozycoric \demi - a gender connected to cozycore
 * Dollgender - a gender that's fragile with a soft feminine energy, or a gender connected to a doll-related kintype
 * Esolcesse \usually kingender  - a gender connected to being a princess of light; sunshine, stars, deep empathy, optimism, love, princess aesthetics & non-binary girlhood
 * Kuiperian \sometimes kingender - fluid gender of the celestial gender system, which is a system of genders with a soft, celestial energy; they're gendered, but only softly; linked but not aligned
 * Lovecoric \demi - a gender connected to lovecore
 * Plushgender - a gender connected to plushies/soft toys, or a gender that feels soft, comforting & almost nostalgic in a way
 * Squishyic - an aesthetigender connected to squishies
 * Xenosoft - a soft xenogender / a connection to soft xenity

aesthetigenders
Aesthetigender - xenogenders connected to an aesthetic or sensory experience

general

 * Bellusgender - a gender connected to anything the user finds beautiful
 * Cosmetian \usually kingender - a combination gender in the astrian system, which is a system of aesthetigenders based on stereotypical gender presentation; cosmetian is the mixture of masc, fem & xenine

princess / prince / royal systems
The Princess System - a system of non-binary princess-related aesthetigenders The Prince System - a system of non-binary prince-related aesthetigenders The Royal System - a system of non-binary royalty-related aesthetigenders


 * Academicesse \usually kingender - a gender connected to being an academic princess; dark academia, books, vintage/antique aesthetics, princess aesthetics & non-binary girlhood
 * Angelicesse \usually kingender - a gender connected to being an angel princess; harmony, princess aesthetics, non-binary girlhood & angelcore/angelkin/being an angel
 * Esolcesse \usually kingender  - a gender connected to being a princess of light; sunshine, stars, deep empathy, optimism, love, princess aesthetics & non-binary girlhood
 * Laviecesse - a gender connected to being a princess of life; life, plants, animals, nature aesthetics, princess aesthetics & non-binary girlhood
 * Lusiencesse \sometimes kingender - a gender connected to being a sunflower princess; sunflowers, princess aesthetics, non-binary girlhood & joy
 * Mortcesse - a gender connected to being a princess of death; death, darkness, dark/death-related aesthetics & non-binary girlhood
 * Priangelic \usually kingender - a gender connected to being an angel prince; harmony, prince aesthetics, non-binary boyhood & angelcore/angelkin/being an angel
 * Royalgalaxic \kingender - a gender connected to being space royalty; it's connected to space, galaxies, stars, space aesthetics, royal aesthetics, and being non-binary (I linked it to the princess system equivalent cause this doesn't exist but it's basically the same without the femininity)
 * Sleepycesse \kingender - a gender connected to being a sleepycoric princess; sleepycore, bedtime, sleepiness, princess aesthetics & non-binary girlhood

colorgenders

 * Neonic - a gender connected to neon colors
 * Pastelgender - a gender connected to pastel colors

coric genders

 * 80scoric - a gender connected to 80score
 * Angelcoric \demi - a gender connected to angelcore
 * Arcadegender - a gender connected to arcadecore & flashy colors
 * Chaoscoric - a gender related to chaoscore
 * Cloudcoric - a gender connected to cloudcore
 * Cozycoric \demi - a gender connected to cozycore
 * Crowcoric - a gender connected to crowcore
 * Fairycoric \demi - a gender connected to fairycore
 * Flowercoric \demi - a gender connected to flowercore
 * Ghostcoric - a gender connected to ghostcore
 * Gloomcoric - a gender connected to gloomcore
 * Honeycoric - a gender connected to honeycore
 * Kenochoric - an umbrella term that is centered around the idea of kenopsia (the eerie atmosphere of a place that's been abandoned), has many meanings; a gender connected to | liminal spaces, the void, darkness, vast concepts, distortion, emptiness & the like | a feeling of kenopsia, loneliness or autophobia | a disconnect from gender in some way | hard-to-define relationship with one's gender | one's relationship with gender feels eerie, strange, nostalgic, and/or foggy
 * Lovecoric \demi - a gender connected to lovecore
 * Piratecoric \demi - a gender connected to piratecore
 * Sciencecoric - a gender connected to sciencecore
 * Warmcoric \demi - a gender connected to warmcore

kingedners

 * Kingenderfluid - a change in gender whilst in a kin shift

therian kingenders

 * Crowgender - a gender connected to crows
 * Raccogender - a gender connected to raccoons

fictionkingenders
The uncategorized ones


 * Capriogender - a gender connected to the sign Capricorn
 * Dollgender - a gender that's fragile with a soft feminine energy, or a gender connected to a doll-related kintype
 * Exaltgender - a gender connected to royalty, nobility & the like; it's often connected to a feeling of elegance and gracefulness
 * Libra-gender - a gender connected to the sign Libra
 * Miraigender - a gender that's in some way connected to the future; either to something that can predict the future (tarot cards, fortune cookier etc.), future related media (books, TV shows etc.), or anything connected to the future; can also be an aesthetigender connected to futuristic aesthetics

magic kingenders

 * Alicorngender - a gender connected to mythical creatures
 * Leafian & Sylvian - two genders in the Eevelutiogender System, which is a system of genders connected to the eevelution pokemon; leafian is a gender that feels quiet, sweet & kind, is connected to nature & the pokemon leafeon | sylvian is a gender that feels flowy and mysterious, strange and not quite of this world, very friendly and mischievous & is connected to the pokemon sylveon
 * Fablegender - a gender connected to mythical beings (I think this is an exclusive kingender)
 * Fairygender \fairy-demiboy - a gender connected to fairies
 * Unicorngender - a gender connected to any type of unicorn, with an etherealness to it; it can feel delicate, magical, soft, and/or almost inhuman

creepy kingenders

 * Crypgender - a gender connected to cryptids; one who identifies with or groups themself with cryptids
 * Endergender - a gender connected to endermen from Minecraft
 * Hadesgender - a kingender connected to dead and/or undead beings
 * Nightmaregender - a gender connected to nightmares, illusions & any other sleep terrors
 * ostómasculine - a gender that feels like a skeleton with a slight aura of masculinity
 * Zertexios - a gender in the spectral gender system, which is a system of genders for ghostkin and/or other spectral kintypes; it's a ghostly unaligned & feminine gender

alien kingenders
Kingenders I generally shift when shifting alien kins; the genders themselves aren't necessarily alien-related


 * Aitherogender - an ethereal, otherworldly gender that feels as if it originated from beyond Earth & thus is hard or impossible to explain through written or spoken medium
 * Beorgender - a gender that is extremely hot or burning (in terms of temperature)
 * Estrialgender - one doesn't identify with a human gender because one's from a different planet
 * Kindligender - a gender connected to fire (can be both an umbrella term or a lone term)

AI (& related) kingenders

 * Androidgender - a gender connected to an android from or based off D:BH
 * Bsodgender - a gender in the techno-gender system, which is a system of genders related to electricity, technology & the like; it feels like a computer that's been blessed with the blue screen of death, feeling exhausted & confused towards one's gender
 * Digigender - a gender connected to an application or electronic entity; can be broad or a specific digital thing or file
 * Electrigender - a gender connected to electricity, a gender that feels electrified, or a gender that feels out of control
 * Errorgender - a gender relating to errors, as if it's a glitch and not meant to exist
 * Loragender - a gender connected to Ballora from FNAF: Sister Location
 * Rogogender - a gender in the exemgenders system, which is a system of genders that uses Pokemon types as a theme (& can be fictogenders or kingenders); it feels animalistic & otherworldly, with a connection to glitches

angelic kingenders

 * Angelcoric \demi - a gender connected to angelcore
 * Angelicesse - a gender in the princess system, which is a system of non-binary princess-related aesthetigenders; it's connected to being an angel princess; harmony, princess aesthetics, non-binary girlhood & angelcore/angelkin/being an angel
 * Auroral - a gender connected to the morning sky, sunlight & clouds; it's cold, clear & majestic
 * Powelian - a gender in the ophanian gender system, which is a system of genders for angelkin; it's a masculine & unaligned angelic gender
 * Priangelic - a gender in the prince system, which is a system of non-binary princess-related aesthetigenders; it's related to being an angel prince; harmony, prince aesthetics, non-binary byhood & angelcore/angelkin/being an angel
 * Princelian - a gender in the ophanian gender system, which is a system of genders for angelkin; it's a feminine angelic gender
 * Virtelian - a gender in the ophanian gender system, which is a system of genders for angelkin; it's a feminine & unaligned angelic gender

source genders
Genders connected to source rather than a specific kin.


 * Gamegender - umbrella term for genders connected to games or only felt when playing games
 * Sislogender - a gender connected to FNAF: Sister Location
 * Minecraftgender - a gender related to Minecraft
 * Eastgender \Until Dawn - a compassgender related to the direction east & its symbolism, such as the future, air, communication & trust
 * custofenaf & fenafseite - fnafgenders connected to FNAF: Ultimate Custom Night & FNAF: Help Wanted

syllrubru genders

 * Aistralic - one's gender is influenced by doing something one's passionate about
 * Alienicesse - a gender in the princess system connected to being an extraterrestrial or not Earth princess; it's connected to aliens, space, space aesthetics, alien aesthetics, princess aesthetics and non-binary girlhood
 * Amphiterae - one's gender is small, mischievous and sneaky; it collects/hoards terms & often fluctuates between their favourite terms
 * Butterflygender - a gender connected to butterflies
 * Contigender - a gender which flows through space and time, always changing; is of space and time or related to space and time
 * Cosmicgender - a gender so vast and complex one is only able to process a piece of it at a time
 * Diregender - a gender connected to dire wolves & fossils
 * Exosphenic - a term to describe how close or far one is from the gender binary; it's completely or almost completely removed from the gender binary
 * Onerogender - an enigma; both constantly moving and staying still at the same time, both full and empty, as well as in the middle
 * Paingender - one's gender causes mental and/or physical pain
 * Schrodigender - either a gender one can feel but also not feel, or a single gender that exists as if it were multiple genders
 * Suesscoric - a gender related to the Dr. Seuss aesthetic (yes, the name is misspelled)
 * Sparklefurgender - a gender connected to sparklefurries, brightly colored animals, rainbows & internet nostalgia
 * Sparklegender - a gender that feels sparkly
 * Suckletgender - a gender connected to Sucklet. I have never heard of this creature until 2 minutes ago & I already love it
 * Supernovae - a gender that is or is like a supernova; it erupts and hundreds of genders are created, destroyed & fused together into new genders
 * Stellaene - a gender best described as a rogue planet spiraling out of control
 * Urvogender - a gender connected to archaeopteryx
 * Xenohypic - a gender connected to hyperfixating on and/or creating xenogenders

syllrubru orientations
Basically same as syllrubru genders


 * Abrisexual - the sexuality doesn't change, but the labels do
 * Nullumsexual - a label for non-allo people who don't wanna use ace or ace-spec
 * Requisexual - one has limited or no sexual attraction, interest, or activity due to some form of emotional exhaustion

about me ig

 * I think of myself as the little red frame on the calendar, with the way I constantly change
 * My current hyperfixations are h2g2, DGHDA (the books), FNAF & Undertale
 * I used to be rly into BMC, Heathers & Hamilton
 * I'm slowly shedding my podcast phase (TAZ, Fun City, IDEOATV, TEOTAOB)
 * TMA is a trigger tho >_>
 * I used to read a lot, but now am unable af
 * I either daydream constantly for weeks on end, or am completely unable to daydream & suffer
 * I love animated & soft things
 * I have trouble connecting with live-action stuff hahah
 * I'm also a huge kinnie, obv (spiritual kin; I've a lot of kins)
 * I will literally develop a crush on you 20 minutes after meeting
 * I write poetry & short stories (& also cursed fanfiction), none of it publicly
 * Hope u have a great day <3