User:Cryptocrew

Hey there!
Hello! We are a system. We have DID (dissociative identity disorder) and are traumagenic. '''Please read the system article if you dont understand. We get tired of being constantly questioned.''' Systems may seem confusing to you, but singlets are confusing to us, so we are even in those regards.

There's fourteen of us currently (plus some fragments,) and we will all be around for life! None of our (except fragments) headmates want to integrate or go dormant. We are all people and we are all valid. We arent dangerous, we arent crazy, we are just fourteen-ish minds stacked in a body. Heres a bit of knowledge before asking us anything or reading further!


 * We have different sexualities.
 * We have different romantic orientations.
 * We have different genders.
 * We have different pronouns.
 * We have different sexes.
 * We have different amorous/gamous identities.
 * We have different species in our innerworld.
 * We have different races in our innerworld.
 * We have different voices in our innerworld.
 * Our headmates can be fictional characters.
 * We have different beliefs and opinions.
 * We have different ages.
 * We don't always get along, and may have arguments or disagreements, though we do work them out eventually.
 * We all love eachother like siblings, and dont want to be dating one another (though it is valid if other systems date their own headmates.)

Partners:

 * Most are romantically involved with @RemyWest123
 * Most are romantically involved with @Annabanana181913
 * Romantically involved with most of @TheAshSystem (in a passionate friendship with Blue, Alex is in a romantic relationship with Blue, Amnisty is in a romantic relationship with Riot Grrrl, Catra is in a romantic relationship with their Adora, Artemis is in a romantic relationship with Spoon)
 * Most are romantically and queerplatonically with @Stitchy0's system
 * Most are queerplatonically with @Quillflight34
 * Most are queerplatonically with Trevar from @Clear.Skyes's system


 * Ally dates themself romantically, as they are autosexual.



Adora's object partners:

 * Guardian is a jewlery box that Adora is in a romantic relationship with. She is a protective box for honorary objects/clothes made for our miscarried child. She holds inside a small knitted blanket, a small knitted hat, and a heart clip with 'Nobody deserves to be forgotton' written on one side and 'Heaven' written on the other side. Adora fell in love with Guardian because she protects precious items for the child we never got to meet.


 * Bow is a bear plush that Adora is in a romantic relationship with. They are rainbow in color and help Adora feel more safe within her identities, and encourage her to feel brave. Adora fell in love with Bow because they came at the right time of her life and have helped her accept herself.


 * Snork is a dragon plush that Adora is in a romantic relationship with. He is a soft dragon with a pig-like nose and gentle eyes. He helps Adora feel safe at night. Adora fell in love with Snork because he helps Adora feel comfortable sleeping, and helps her sleep sooner. Snork is Adora's nightly partner.


 * Octi is an octopus plush that Adora is in a romantic relationship with. It can be flipped inside out, causing the expression to change between a smile and an angry frown. Adora fell in love with Octi because it helped her feel more comfortable expressing her emotions, as she originally tried to force a smile even when she was unhappy.


 * Bella/Belle is a bell that Adora is in a romantic relationship with. She is loud and draws attention, and helps Adora feel noticed (as she is nearly-mute, only able to whisper.) Adora fell in love with Bella because she helped Adora with communication and with feeling seen.

Adora's musical partners:

 * Prison Toys is a song Adora is in a romantic relationship with. Their tune resonates with Adora when she is struggling and comforts her, as well as makes her feel less alone. (Here is a link to them.)


 * Cabinet Man is a song Adora is in a romantic relationship with. Their lyrics reminds Adora of her first few weeks of existence, as well as her favorite fandoms and characters, which is how she fell in love with them. (Here is a link to them.)


 * Coffee is a song that Adora is in a romantic relationship with. Their lyrics help Adora deal with guilt, depression, anxiety, and PTSD attacks. Their lyrics make her feel as though she can own her life, and that our trauma can't hold her back from passion. (Here is a link to them.)


 * Dress is a song that Adora is in a casual relationship with. Her lyrics really hit Adora in a soft but intense way. (Here is a link to her.)

Names + pronouns (in order of when each one formed)

 * Arwen (he/him)


 * Ally/Al (they/them fae/faer)


 * Artemis (he/him, one/ones, it/its)


 * Alex (he/him, el/ella)


 * Weniviere/Catra (she/her)
 * Anamika/Ruthie (she/her)
 * Willow (he/him, di/dino)
 * Anderson (he/him)
 * Amnisty (they/them, she/her)
 * Angel (they/them, kae/kaer)
 * Adora (she/her)
 * Wendy (any appropriate pronouns)
 * William (she/her, drag/drago)
 * Wonder (ke/ker, ke/kem) (prononced 'key')

Important facts:

 * 1) We are graduating in May and have been studying psychology for the last three or so years.
 * 2) We are Christians (we don't believe in Hell and we dont condemn other religions.)
 * 3) We have PTSD, anxiety, depression and Amnisty alone has ADHD.
 * 4) We live in Texas.
 * 5) William is a dragon.
 * 6) Adora is an elf.
 * 7) Artemis is a humanoid with sails.
 * 8) Weniviere is fictionkin to Catra from SPOP. Either respect/validate her or don't mention your opinions on otherkin/fictionkin at all.
 * 9) Ally is fictionkin to Mikasa from AOT, AOTJH, AOTLG, and all other AOT stories, movies, animes, and games (that aren't fanfiction.) Either respect/validate them or don't mention your opinions on otherkin/fictionkin at all.
 * 10) Wonder is a fictive mix of all the children from Little Nightmares.
 * 11) Wonder is semi-verbal and speaks in patches of words.

Oldest to youngest (our body is 16)

 * Anderson - 24
 * Alex - 18
 * Weniviere/Catra - 17
 * Amnisty - 17
 * Arwen - 16
 * Ally/Al - 16
 * Artemis - ageless (teen)
 * William - 16-17 (teen)
 * Angel - ageless (teen)
 * Wonder - ageless (teen)
 * Adora - 9-15 (age slider, sometimes goes to 17)
 * Anamika/Ruthie - ageless (child)
 * Willow - ageless (toddler)
 * Wendy - ageless (forever toddler, doesnt grow)

Arwen:

 * Sex: Swapsex-male, POP


 * Genders, xenogenders, and gender modalities: Perlevic, swapgender, offboy, periboy, forasgenus, BHgender, achilleangender, swiftygender, coregender
 * Sexual orientations/modifiers: Aliquasexual, greyasexual, bisexual, achillean, ambisexual, ambivaic
 * Romantic orientations/modifiers: Aliquaromantic, autoflux, biflexible
 * Amorous/gamous orientation: Polyamorous (hoping for a polygamous marriage)
 * Attraction: Queerplatonic
 * Presentation: Masculine, androgynous, mascandrogynous
 * Other identities: Disambiguan, genderf*ck, intekänsla, f*ggot

Ally/Al:

 * Sex: Female, POV
 * Genders, xenogenders, and gender modalities: Non-binary, femagenus, faesari, genderflux, kingender, animegender, anigender
 * Sexual orientations/modifiers: Finflexible, autosexual
 * Romantic orientations/modifers: Sapphic, autoromantic
 * Amorous/gamous orientation: Ambiamorous, self-partnered, autoamorous (hoping for a polygamous marriage)
 * Attraction: Queerplatonic
 * Presentation: Feminine, expression flux
 * Other identities: Neopronominal, tusing, otherkin/fictionkin

Artemis:

 * Sex: Cambiosex, genitalfluid, morphisex
 * Genders, xenogenders, and gender modalities: Egoboy, mascagenus, nominalgender, feefluid, pricafeic
 * Sexual orientation/modifiers: Questioning, bicurious
 * Romantic orientation/modifiers: Pancurious
 * Amorous/gamous orientation: Polyamorous (hoping for a polygamous marriage)
 * Attraction: Queerplatonic
 * Presentation: Masculine
 * Other identities: Neopronominal

Alex:

 * Sex: Male, POP
 * Genders, xenogenders, and gender modalities: Boy, rosboy, femboygender, paulogénero, crossigen, fictiverden, fictikoblet, cazzogender, guardiangender, runnergender
 * Sexual orientation/modifiers: Bisexual, questioning, erosflux
 * Romantic orientation/modifiers: Omniromantic
 * Amorous/gamous orientation: Polyflexible, polyamorous (hoping for a polygamous marriage)
 * Attraction: Queerplatonic, alterous, alterousflux
 * Presentation: Masculine, feminine, androgynous, expression fluid
 * Other identities: Neopronominal, femboy

Weniviere/Catra:

 * Sex: Innsex-female, transsex-female, POV
 * Genders, xenogenders, and gender modalities: Transgender woman, inngender woman, transfeminine, feminafidem, azonosgirl, catgender, dustbunnygender, reltualcesse, altsapicesse, caticesse, 80scoric, autumngender, crispgender, tomnecesse, deserticesse, kingender, cartoongender, prigender, antagender, villainicesse, lesbiangender, lesbiancesse, sapphicesse, sapphicgender, flirticesse, butchcesse, durecesse, esolcesse, womancesse, azurgirlicesse, feministcesse, fictiverden, fictikoblet, intensagender, guardiangender
 * Sexual orientations/modifiers: Lesbian, demisexual, prisexual, imprisexual, erosflux, hypersexual
 * Romantic orientation/modifiers: Abromantic, priromantic, dessromantic
 * Amorous/gamous orientations: Ambiamorous (doesn't care what kind of marriage)
 * Attraction: Queerplatonic
 * Presentation: Expression fluid, butch, femme, futch, azurgirl
 * Other identities: Otherkin/fictionkin, disambiguan, dyke

Anamika/Ruthie:

 * Sex: Female, POV
 * Genders, xenogenders, and gender modalities: Girl, purrgirl, valengender, lovecoric, cleancoric, cleancesse, glimragender, glittergender, shinygender, sparklegender, cutegender, cutecoric, beangender, genderstalic, kawaiicoric, kawaiicesse, aethauicesse, arcielicesse, articesse, bugicesse, bunicesse, caticesse, anuracesse, apiculicesse, articesse, aquacesse, bathcoricesse, beeicesse, rhopaicesse, candyicesse, caricesse, chandellicesse, cinesicesse, creepyicesse, cryptidicesse, crystalcesse, D&DCesse, dawnicesse, daunicesse, dreamicesse, duskicesse, esolcesse, etecesse, fairyicesse, feministcesse, femmecesse, foreticesse, furoicesse, galaxicesse, gamericesse, heroicesse, intempcesse, ivercesse, islandicesse, kekakicesse, laviecesse, mermaidicesse, meadowicesse, midnicesse, minticesse, montagnicesse, nerdicesse, owlicesse, peafowliccesse, pockyicesse, pokeicesse, rivericesse, sleepycesse, snailicesse, sodaicesse, sojusticesse, solaricesse, sporticesse, stormicesse, teaicesse, techcesse, twilicesse, unicorncesse, vampcesse, villettacesse, donuticesse, cafeicesse, sapphicesse, womancesse, academicesse, crypacademicesse, lidemicesse, airacesse, agaricesse, alienicesse, anitronicesse, angelicesse, dulcigender, genderfluff, leanaic, sweetiegender, softcoric, daisygender, doucesse, magigirlcesse, teaicesse, xenosoft, plushcoric, genderfluff, genderfluffy, pilwegender, gendersploof, cutecollector, dustbunnygender, jackdawhoarder, softcollector, syllacanum
 * Sexual orientations/modifiers: Questioning, sapphic, nickilosexual, daunic
 * Romantic orientation/modifiers: Neptunic, sapphic, femaric, ficto-bi (only attracted to fictional men), triniy, daunic
 * Amorous/gamous orientations: Polyamorous (hoping for a polygamous marriage)
 * Attraction: Questioning
 * Presentation: Feminine

Willow:

 * Sex: Male, POP
 * Genders, xenogenders, and gender modalities: Boy, dinogender
 * Sexual orientations/modifiers: Questioning
 * Romantic orientations/modifers: Panromantic
 * Amorous/gamous orientations: Ambiamorous (hoping for marriage in general)
 * Attraction: Alterous
 * Presentation: Expression fluid

Anderson:

 * Sex: Male, POP
 * Genders, xenogenders, gender modalities: Annulian, neutragenus, sislogender, soulgender, paulogénero, cisn't, guardiangender
 * Sexual orientations/modifiers: Pansexual
 * Romantic orientations/modifiers: Ideromantic
 * Amorous/gamous orientations: Questioning
 * Attraction: Alterous, queerplatonic
 * Presentation: Androgynous, amaranthian
 * Other identities: Eriscarnal, gender creative

Amnisty:

 * Sex: Female, POV
 * Genders, xenogenders, gender modalities: Bigender, bigenderflux, genderfluid, multagenus, royalteaic, leafluid, (fluctuates between a woman and maverique)
 * Sexual orientations/modifiers: Queer
 * Romantic orientations/modifiers: Queer
 * Amorous/gamous orientations: Questioning
 * Attraction: Questioning, queerplatonic
 * Presentation: Femadrogynous
 * Other identities: Multipronominal, pronounfluid

Angel:

 * Sex: Intersex (45,X/46,XY Mosaicism, CTM), POP, Samosta-I
 * Genders, xenogenders, gender modalities: Intergender, integender, interenby, interneu, genderqueer, reverentiagenus
 * Sexual orientations/modifiers: Asexual, omdace
 * Romantic orientations/modifiers: Demiromantic, omniromantic
 * Amorous/gamous orientations: Polyamorous (hoping for a polygamous marriage)
 * Attraction: Alterous
 * Presentation: Expression fluid, expression flux, expression fluidflux
 * Other identities: Sex-positive, sex-favorable, sigurcorpo, neopronominal

Adora:

 * Sex: Female, POV
 * Genders, xenogenders, gender modalities: Girl, syselfic, sysmythic
 * Sexual orientations/modifiers: Aegosexual, omni-internetsexual
 * Romantic orientation/modifiers: Objectum, sapphic, polyromantic, hyperromantic
 * Amorous/gamous orientations: Polyamorous (hoping for a polygamous marriage)
 * Attraction: Queerplatonic, alterous, wechselnd, platonic
 * Presentation: Feminine
 * Other identities: Femme

Wendy:

 * Sex: Female, POV
 * Genders, xenogenders, and gender modalities: Agender, genderless, sinegenus, littlegender
 * Sexual orientations/modifiers: Omni-animatesexual
 * Romantic orientations/modifiers: Aromantic
 * Amorous/gamous orientations: non-partnering
 * Attraction: Alterous
 * Presentation: Expression fluid
 * Other identities: Apapronominal

William:

 * Sex: Aivotsex, faunagenital
 * Genders, xenogenders, gender modalities: Boy, sysdrago, wyrmgender, dragongender, dracogender, vinciangender, aivotgender, guardiangender, sysmythic
 * Sexual orientations/modifiers: Vincian, gay
 * Romantic orientations/modifiers: Homoromantic
 * Amorous/gamous orientations: Ambiamorous
 * Attraction: Platonic, ductuaffectis
 * Presentation: Androgynous (masculine leaning)
 * Other identities: She/her gay, pronoun non-conforming, neopronominal, lavender boy, otter

Wonder

 * Sex: Intersex (ambiguous genitals, ovotesticular), miscesex, samosta-I, PON
 * Genders, xenogenders, gender modalities: Genderless, intergenderless, sinegenus, gendersource, fictivegender, sysmythic, sysmanoid
 * Sexual orientations/modifiers: Questioning
 * Romantic orientations/modifiers: Questioning
 * Amorous/gamous orientations: Ambiamorous
 * Attraction: Tutelary, cedural, wechselnd, platonic
 * Presentation: Expression fluid
 * Other identities: Neopronominal

All of us:

 * Attraction: Templatonic, sysplatonic, compersion, parental
 * Amorous/gamous orientations: Ethically non-monogamous
 * Xenogenders: Worshigender
 * Other identities: Pluralqueer, letterhoarder

Our body:

 * Our body's sex: Female, AFAB, POV
 * Sexual modifier: Orgasexceptis

Shared interests
These are things we all like. They are in no patilcular order, and some of us like some of these more than others in the system, however we all like these to some extent.


 * Coffee
 * Writing
 * Fanfiction
 * Roleplay
 * Drawing
 * Undertale and Deltarune
 * She-Ra and the Princesses of Power
 * The Owl House
 * Soul
 * Over the Garden Wall
 * Kipo and the Age of Wonderbeasts
 * First Day
 * Stranger Things
 * Little Nightmares (games and comics)
 * Erased (anime and manga)
 * Attack on titan (everything, including Junior High)
 * Sally Face
 * Five Nights At Freddy's 9games and books)
 * Franbow
 * Little Misfortune
 * Until Dawn
 * Minecraft
 * X-Files
 * Jacksepticeye
 * Markiplier
 * CinnamonToastKen and Buffpro
 * Crankgameplays
 * Unus Annus
 * OfflineTV (and their friend group)
 * Jessi Vee, Mandii Vee, Vee Vlogs
 * Taylor Swift
 * AJR
 * Alec Benjamin

Triggers (general tw/cw for anyone reading):
These don't apply in every situation, and sometimes seeing these doesn't trigger us, however depending on the context, they do.


 * Being called a disorder
 * Fakeclaiming
 * Suicide
 * Dehumanization
 * Sexism
 * Intersexism
 * Queerphobia
 * Calling queer identities 'sins'
 * Saying God and the Bible is against queerness
 * Racism
 * Abuse
 * Knives (unless we're doing dishes)
 * Guns
 * Self-harm
 * Rape
 * Pedophillia
 * Miscarriages
 * Abortion
 * Child abuse
 * Drugs
 * Spaces behind apartments
 * Dead fish
 * Being surrounded in pools
 * Shadow Weaver (for Weniviere)
 * War (for Weniviere)
 * Horde Prime (for Weniviere)
 * Scratch marks (for Weniviere)
 * Quotes such as 'kill or be killed' or 'you have to fight to live' (for Ally)
 * Yelling, thunder, other loud noises (for Ally)
 * Crumbling buildings (for Wonder)
 * Mannequins in the dark (for Wonder)
 * Glass/porcelian dolls (for Wonder, only when they are around ker size.)
 * Hospitals (for Wonder)
 * Raw meat (for Wonder)
 * TV static (for Wonder)

Disorders/neurodivergency

 * We have generalized anxiety (diagnosed.)
 * We have social anxiety (diagnosed.)
 * We have depression (diagnosed.)
 * We have PTSD (diagnosed.)
 * We have DID (diagnosed.)
 * Amnisty has ADHD (somewhat diagnosed.)
 * Angel experiences tics (only when stressed)

Family facts
Although our family isnt on this site, we like to talk about them, so here are some facts about them!

Siblings/parents:

 * Our parents are conformant cishets, however they are massive allies.
 * Our eldest sister is a transfeminine catgender girl (she/purr/her.)
 * Our middle sister is cishet, a massive ally, and is pregnant (she/her.)
 * Our youngest sister thinks she is cishet, but she has had many points of questioning. (she/her.)
 * Our sibling (the youngest in the house) is a questioning bigender person (he/him, she/her.)
 * Our middle sister, youngest sister, and sibling are all adopted (its been so many years since they moved in.)

Pets:

 * We have six cats- Simba, Blaze/Blaize, Bo-Bo, Remy/Remi, Lily, and Tonks. (First four listed are male, last two listed are female.)
 * We have two hermit crabs- Mono and Six.
 * We have around 30 fish and 7 shrimp (give or take, as they keep having babies.)

Youngsters

 * Our sister Marissa is currently pregnant with our first niephew/niece/nephew. They are unnamed.
 * We have a child named Heaven. They have passed away.
 * We have a reborn baby doll named Melody.
 * We have a 40+ year old baby doll named Livi.

An important note from Catra/Weni
If you are fictionkin to anyone from the SPOP universe (except Shadow Weaver or Horde Prime) PLEASE contact me. I especially miss Melog, Scorpia, Finn, and Double Trouble.

(I found my Adora!! :D)

-If you are Melog, Ive missed you so bad. Thank you for being such a light in my life when i had nowhere else to turn. I hope to be there for you in this life like you were there for me in the last. You gave me so much courage, and I think that rubbed off on me in this life. I feel so much more confident and strong than i ever did in the life before.

-If you are Scorpia, I cannot tell you how much I desire your hugs. They always made me feel so safe, even though I denied it and pretended to dislike it. I want you to come back, I hope we can be friends in this lifetime too. I feel guilty for the way I treated you in the past and all I could ever want for us in this life is for you to feel safe with me.

-If you are Finn...my child, I miss you so much. You changed me and Adora's lives for the better in our previous life. You showed me what it meant to love someone without jealousy and hatred underlying my intentions; you taught me how to love properly. I never had that before you, and I believe I have you to thank for being able to show my appreciation in this lifetime.

-If you are Double Trouble, I just wanted to say, even though we didn't have the best relationship at times, I am beyond thankful for what you've done for my family, especially Finn. Thank you for making them feel safe and for being there when Adora and I could not be. Thank you for helping Adora win in the war; thank you for betraying me. You made my life so much better, even if you were kind of a jerk while doing it. /hj /lh

And if youre anyone else from my world who isn't listed above...contact me please. Unless youre Shadow Weaver or Horde Prime. Absolutely do not contact me if you are one of those two.

An important note from Allly/Al
If you are fictionkin to anyone from any of the AOT universes (except for my parents murderers) PLEASE contact me. I especially miss Eren, Armin, Sasha, and Mr and Mrs Jaeger, and my past-life parents.

-If you are Eren, I'd like to say...even though we didn't get a chance to be together in our first life, and a couple of the other lives, the lives we did have together have made me yearn to find you in this one as well. Even though you didn't give me the scarf in this life, I still ended up with it from my parents (of this life.) You can wrap it around me as many times as you'd like if you find me again. Please contact me if you read this.

-If you are Armin, I would like you to know, you were so brave, even when you didn't feel like you were. You deserved so much more love and approval, and I'm sorry you couldn't retrieve it in a few of our lifetimes. You were worth so much more than you thought, and I hope in this life you know that. Please contact me if you read this. You were my best friend.

-If you are Sasha, I would like you to know that you always held a special place in my heart, even though you didn't know that for a long time. I considered you my best (girl) friend. Your habits amused me and in every life you left an impression on me. Your light-heartedness is what kept me from falling into a further pit of depression. Thank you. Please contact me if you read this.

-If you are Mr or Mrs Jaeger, I would like to say, you two were marvelous parental figures. Even though you never actually officially adopted me, your care was enough to change how I viewed the world, and I dearly love you and the time I spent with you. Please contact me if you read this. I miss you both, and it saddens me we barely had time together in any of our lives.

-If you are my past-life parents, I would like to say that I'm sorry I couldn't save you, and that you both perished in most of my past lives. Your love and affection raised me to be so strong, even though you weren't there for most of the times I was. I truly admire and miss you both. Please contact me if you read this.

If you are anyone else (besides my parents murderers) contact me as well. Even if we didn't have a great relationship, I would still like to form a better one in this life.

Schedule
We have a system schedule that we follow in real life, however online, when messaging, on holidays, and/or at events we may break our schedule, so don't expect this to always apply when talking to us.


 * Sunday: Anderson and/or Artemis
 * Monday: Alex
 * Tuesday: Amnisty and/or Adora
 * Wednesday: Weniviere and/or Wendy
 * Thursday: Angel and/or William
 * Friday: Arwen and/or Ally
 * Saturday: Anamika and/or Willow
 * Other: Wonder (pops out whenever ke wants to.)