Paraidemsexual

Paraidemsexual: a person who is paraidemsexual feels like gay/lesbian/homosexual is very close to defining their own sexual identity, but the person still might feel a little unsure or anxious about their identity. This can be due to a traumatic past, being unsure of how to apply the concept of sexual attraction to themselves, they feel connected to same gender erotica visuals and written material but are unsure of how they experience sexual attraction (if at all) in the"real world", etc.