User:-raining-stardust-

 = the stardust system =

median system - traumagenic, endogenic, xenogenic, neurogenic, stressgenic, cryptogenic, and cyrogenic, as well as maybe solumgenic - aerogenic, phytogenic, aquatien, and pyrotien - between parasian and mesosian - orbital

ello- we're the stardust system! we've got who knows how many headmates atm- at least as far as we know. our switches are gross and blurry, and can take hours. they often have a lot of dissociation with them too. we can, to an extent, recall what a different headmate did- although for the most part right now our headmates dont know much about each other as we can't communicate internally, and vari is usually fronting, so others dont often get a chance to respond to letters- which are what we use to communicate.

multiple code n--?=$ | p[m/n/nb/a/b/gf/gq/x/l/qr/ar/as/xo] | a[b-- r---/r+/^] | s.[he/sh/sd/sv/mf/lsp+] | o[t/e/n/q/x/a/ad/m] | m[p/ph/a/q/c/o/nd] | w[f/h/$!/=] | c--[cc/cc+~/m~#] | of[r---/o] | f[a+/mw^] | m[ast+~] | r[f+/p/w/r/m] | v+^>!+ | x[l/ar/as/q/o] | g[n/nb/a/b/g/gq/x/o] | j[a/wr/o/u/us/st] | s[r/o/o+^]! | r headmates/facets vari name: vari nicknames: vai role: prosecutor of some kind, traumaholder (sort of), stressholder (sort of), memoryholder, frontrunner, host, worrier, cynic, outernaut, possibly some kind of accuser, co-core (?) age: teenager, ageslider, demi-ageless?? species: part: demon, fire spirit thing, cat, goat, and maybe (fallen?) angel? gender: afab masc aligned enby, genderfluid pronouns: he/him, pronounfluid orientation: lesbian/neptunic/abro aroace, nebularoace nebulaplatonic caedplatonic amory: ambiamorous hyperfixations: psychology, music, and lgbtqia+ terms relationships: in a qpr with rae and luci <3 other: vyx name: vyx nicknames: v role: co-core, former host age: ageless teen? species: unknown gender: transneutral non-binary pronouns: he/spark orientation: probably lesbian? amory: ??? hyperfixations: none really relationships: we dunno yet other: we're not 100% sure they’re a headmate jupiter name: jupiter nicknames: none (that we know of) role: protecter, caregiver of some sort, traumabreaker, hygienist, maybe dissociagenic, maybe an absorber, and possibly an observer age: ??? species: celestial spirit of some kind gender: ??? pronouns: fae/faer orientation: anattractional amory: nonamorous, agamous hyperfixations: psychology relationships: none other: if jupiter is fronting, please do not talk about things like attraction, anxiety, fear, or sadness with fae- unless fae say its alright. it very possibly might trigger fae to switch with vari- and jupiter usually only fronts when vari cannot. rigel/orion/leo name: rigel/orion/leo nicknames: none (that we know of) role: protector, core (?), possibly former host age: ageless- maybe a little, maybe a systeen species: ??? gender: spacecoric, caelgender, astralgender, spagegendervoid, maybe spacefixi but not sure pronouns: leo/leoself or space/spaceself, they/them okay too orientation: ??? amory: nonamorous hyperfixations: space relationships: ...no. just no. other: axel name: axel nicknames: ax role: protector, socializer age: ageless teen? species: human (british) gender: trans guy pronouns: he/him orientation: vincian amory: ??? hyperfixations: none really relationships: none, we're not sure if he wants any other: we're not 100% sure he's a headmate, but are pretty sure arlo name: arlo nicknames: none yet, maybe give me some tho :o role: protector, socializer age: ageless teen? species: unknown (possibly human) gender: unaligned non-binary pronouns: xae/spark/they orientation: ??? amory: ??? hyperfixations: none really relationships: none, we're not sure if xae want any other: we're not 100% sure xae’re a headmate ollie name: ollie nicknames: oli role: protector, socializer age: little, around seven?? species: human gender: trans guy pronouns: he/him orientation: vincian amory: ??? hyperfixations: boys /j relationships: playmates with ash <33333 other: so so gay neurodivergencies -diagnosed attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder, combined type -rejection sensitive dysphoria -almost completely diagnosed obsessive-compulsive disorder -extremely severe hypochondria -multiple diagnosed but unspecified anxiety disorders (possibly social anxiety disorder and more specific phobias, as well as maybe even others) -semi-diagnosed countless phobias (will add later) -diagnosed acrophobia -diagnosed apiphobia -diagnosed spheksophobia -diagnosed extremely severe generalized anxiety disorder -semi-diagnosed extremely severe social anxiety disorder -possibly undiagnosed panic disorder, unsure about it though -undiagnosed very severe major depressive disorder -likely undiagnosed severe persistent depressive disorder -possibly anorexia nervosa -possibly intermittent explosive disorder -acute stress responses -diagnosed acute stress disorder (although we feel this is inaccurate) -possibly post traumatic stress disorder -possibly kleptomania or something similar -suspicions of multiple personality disorders (dependent, borderline, antisocial, avoidant, maybe obsessive-compulsive, etc) -suspicions about maybe depersonalization/derealization disorder -suspicions of synesthesia triggers + squicks -the relieved emoji -gaslighting -manipulation -bullying -guilt-tripping -emotional abuse -verbal abuse -mental abuse -animal abuse -physical abuse -the name/nickname 'maddie' -the name/nickname 'madison' -eas sounds -eating (squick) -food (squick) -hi-chew (squick) -pain (squick) -blood -being forced to eat -force feeding -the phrase 'lolol' -psychiatric hospitals (squick) -overeating -needles and sharp objects -self-harm and s**cide -jokes about self-harm and s**cide -bugs and insects of pretty much any kind, especially bees, wasps, hornets, and spiders -paper cuts -pedophillia (when acted upon) -weight shaming -being called 'too skinny' or 'too fat', etc -the phrases ‘so fat’, ‘how are you so skinny’, etc -the prases 'k', 'k.', 'k then', 'k. then' or 'k then.' -people yelling and/or arguing -glorifying any mental disorders in general -glorifying depression, anxiety disorders, and/or anorexia -romanticizing mental disorders, unless it is being used as a coping mechanism by someone with said disorder -making fun of mental disorders -invalidating trauma -victim blaming -being told your trauma is just "not being able to let go" -dismissive phrases -generalizations -passive-aggressiveness (not always, in some contexts it’s fine) -being told you’re “too sensitive” -being ignored, interrupted, and/or talked over -roblox in general (squick) -adopt me -welcome to bloxburg (somewhere between trigger and squick) -the dog breed pomeranians (somewhere between trigger and squick) -being called stupid or similar things (even as a joke. somewhere between trigger and squick) -emptying dishwashers -plates clashing, silverware scratching, etc -the song “seasonal depression” by mxmtoon -dream smp exile arc -dream smp in general (fluctuates between trigger and squick) -dream (the smp character, not the youtuber himself) -jokes about trauma -being accused of lying -being called a liar -lying -arguments about lying -being fakeclaimed -being yelled at -yelling in general -arguing -caps (fluctuates between trigger and squick) -being repeatedly guilt trippy but blaming whos being guilt tripped and/or seeking people out in order to continue -being told to “calm down”, “stop it”, “just quit doing that”, “it's not a big deal”, etc -passive aggressive disagreement with feelings, especially when really upset -people who treat animals like mindless creatures and objects that can be treated as such (usually trigger, squick when very vague) -being told im (or really anyone is) “too sensitive”, “not good enough”, etc (somewhere between trigger and squick) -being treated as a child/helpless case (somewhere between trigger and squick) -people being nice and friendly and then being really awful out of nowhere -being dismissive, insensitive, etc about something that really matters to someone, upsets them, etc -being told you're not good enough, a bad person, worthless, etc -loud noises/music -stinging insects (bees, wasps, hornets, etc) -being high up off the ground -bridges (only when on them, talk of them is fine) -airplanes (only when riding on them honestly, talk of them is fine) -spiders -shots -needles -sharp objects (only when others are holding them) -doctors and stuff (somewhere between a trigger and squick) things we experience/have -we experience dissociation -we experience depersonalization -we experience derealization -we have insomnia as a symptom -we get self-harm impulses -we get s**cidal thoughts -we suffer from migraines -we suffer from tinnitus -we have misophonia -we have hashimoto's; possibly hypothyroidism -we have vitiligo -we get panic attacks -we get anxiety attacks -we stim -we probably tic -we easily get overstimulated -we are often understimulated -we have traumatic memories -we suffer from traumatic flashbacks -we get an abundance of intrusive thoughts -we experience imposter syndrome -we experience delusions and extreme paranoia -we experience both auditory and visual hallucinations, sometimes individually and sometimes together -we’re pretty sure we experience psychosis -we're pretty sure we experience delusions -we are compulsive hoarders -we are pretty sure we have synesthesia please dont interact with us if... -you are against lgbtqia+ and/or mogai folkel in any way -you’re discriminatory in any way (lgbtphobic, racist, ableist, sexist, intersexist, misogynistic, classist, etc) -you think disorders or queer identities are ‘quirky’ -you fakeclaim -you believe psychiatric disabilities aren’t actually disabilities -you’re a sysmed -you’re a transmed -your body is older than 25 -your body is younger than 12 -you think some folkels’s trauma is worse than others’ -you invalidate trauma -you purposely trigger folkel -you use slurs that you can’t reclaim -you’re a pedophile and act upon pedophillic thoughts -you’re a furry-hater -you’re anti-otherkin -you’re anti-alterhuman -you’re against educated self-diagnosis -you’re a pro-shipper or anti-anti

dni list please put your username here if you dont want us (or a specific one of us) to interact with you (or a specific member of your system, if applicable) friend list put your username here if you consider us friends :)  qna thing i guess    if you have a question for one of us (or all of us!) go ahead and ask it- we'll answer as soon as we can :) signatures ig yall know what to do :) hiii!! i just noticed we're both median collectives (we're more towards the multiple side, yall are more towards the singlet side/in the middle) named stardust who have an amnt of headmates (as of writing this at least) that are both related to each other! (30 and 3!) so i think thats cool :0 - elysia from Stardustcollective, xe/they yee it iss :00 -vari (and sorta jupiter sjdoknsdkj)

hi! u guys seem cool :D -ravenfire803 (10/14/21)