User:HerbiMetal

Questioning and exploring my sexuality. I thought I was Straight for 26 years and an Allies until recently when I found out about Omnisexual and felt it describes me. Identity crisis bam. My user page serves the purpose of curating wiki pages of interest to my experience.

All along I have been

 * Female
 * Feminine
 * She/Her Pronouns
 * Cisgender

I identify the strongest as

 * Omnisexual - OMG Hemi-Bisexual is the word!
 * I am not exactly sure how I feel towards females, and I tend to be more attracted to men for sexual and romantic relationships? But I am so fascinated and turned on by the female body and find females hot in a different way from males! Having finally embraced my sexuality I am definitely more open to exploring, previously I thought I would never have a relationship with a female. I realize it is also the societal stigma and barriers for same sex relationships that really inhibit me from thinking it could be possible.
 * Bisexual
 * Previously, I considered myself to be Bicurious
 * These fall under the umbrellas of Multisexual and Sapphic
 * Femme because I am extremely feminine, even more so than most women I encounter. I love femmes! If I were to ever have a girlfriend, she would probably be a feminine femme like me.
 * Questioning - I don't think you'll ever be 100% sure

Strongly tied to how I experience my femininity
I only just found these! OMG I realize that these Xenogenders really describe how I relate to my femininity! Am I Xenic? I never thought of it until now! Never occurred to me I could be anything other than female but still these are strongly connected to my femininity.

Age regressing to a baby and toddler has always been a part of my personality and how I experience being female. I legit can't understand how people can cope with life without age regressing into their comfy corner. Adulting and growing up is terrifying indeed! I never thought I'd find other people like me till I joined the server, as I am definitely not an adult baby-diaper lover like people on the internet I research on.

In my mind, a woman is a girl is a woman. I am a woman-child. For me, part of being a woman is being a child and baby at the same time.


 * Touch-favorable to my blankie, skirts and (long) hair; huge sensual attraction there
 * Blanketgender/blankiegender? I don't see this term but my blankie is my ultimate comfort and turns me on! Maybe even Dressgender cos I find comfort in big skirts?
 * Littlegender which falls under Agregender (Bingo!)
 * Cutegender I AM cute, it's a fact, get over it
 * Pinkgender which falls under Colorgender, being female is so pink! Baby pink and magenta are my favorites.

I also relate to

 * Heteroflexible - I may be Heteroromantic Bisexual? Exploring for sure. I honestly can't tell the difference between how sexual, romantic and aesthetic attraction feel. I find they overlap so much I can't differentiate.
 * Queer - as a general umbrella description for how I have trouble thinking of myself as straight! I have had trouble identifying as straight the past few years when I found myself being attracted to women too.
 * Abrosexual - cos I can't put a finger on what exactly my sexuality is and how it'll vary!

Pages of interest

 * Straight Queer & Straight passing
 * Physical Attraction
 * Sexual Attraction
 * Sensual Attraction
 * Aesthetic Attraction
 * Romantic Attraction
 * LGBT+ & MOGAI
 * Littlefluid
 * Princessgender