User:Someconfusedfurry

uhhhhhh hi? i used to be one of the "og" gang kids. i kinda dont hang around much anymore. so if you dont know who i am, i probably dont know either. hi strangers.

basic info
age: under 18 id rather not specify to protect myself hoping thats ok

gender: cis female, questioning femby (they/fae, she if you want)

attraction: omniromantic, mainly nbs

amory: syndeamorous in a closed (this may change depending on my partner, however) monogamous relationship

please

 * please provide translations for all typing quirks that replace letters, if you have the ability, because they make my head hurt and i cant read good. typing quirks like using extra letters i can still read without help. If your typing quirk is different from what ive mentioned, please ask me whether you should translate it or not, i will answer either yes or no.


 * dont use "/g" aka "/gen" with me it will probably make me paranoid sorry.... :(


 * 1) use these tone indicators with me please ↓↓↓↓
 * /j, /s, /c and /hj
 * 1) /nbh
 * 2) /lh
 * 3) /srs
 * /p


 * the emoticon ":]", the website carrd, politics, excessive !!!'s will probably also trigger paranoia please be careful with this. [ ":)" is fine dw]


 * i honestly just get paranoid a lot so if i dont trust you or i dont wanna be your friend thats not personal :)
 * please content warn on:


 * 1) food /neg
 * 2) animal ab/se
 * 3) honestly just abuse in general
 * 4) discourse of any kind, especially lgbt+, pro/antiship, syscourse (i probably just wont read it honestly)
 * 5) videos/audio of yelling/screaming (real and fictional), crying (real), and natural disasters (real)
 * 6) trypophobia images and surgery procedures
 * 7) any talk about disease of any kind, especially physical
 * 8) wiki drama (ill probably ignore this if you cw it)
 * 9) "honey" "hun" being used in a /neg or derogatory way (trigger warn this)
 * 10) images of bugs, especially if bees/wasps/etc, mosquitos or flies (real) (this causes weird sensory feelings in my ear for some reason)
 * 11) self h/rm or s//cide /neg or /neu

i have trouble comprehending text and what i am saying, please do not be concerned, but this is new, this isnt something that happened before. im kinda scared but i have a therapist now, hopefully they can help soon. this may mean i misspell/have broken grammar, sound confused or what i say doesnt make sense. if im stressed i may end things like "this." or misspell things a lot more than usual.

ive been struggling with just these awful intrusive thoughts since April 16th 2021 just suddenly and it's seriously affecting the way i act. There are some things i would like you not to talk about in relation to these, but only a few of the people that i know actually know what they are so, if im being vague or avoiding a conversation about a specific topic it might be that but please dont guess or assume.

i dont really have an emotional connection to any single person here, i kinda just like all of you guys, as a group? does that make sense? thats why i come here? is that why i come here? idk anymore i literally just came here asking for my sexuality and im here with 1 panic attack, 2 best friends and a couple coined gay words so uh. cool!



signatures i guess
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