User:-raining-constellations-

(this page will be a mess before we organise it, dw its a wip)

rn its just being used for a few different organisational things

note: we are undiagnosed. this is because it compromises our safety if we ask our parents for a chance to be diagnosed. we suspect, however, that we are a traumagenic DID system, have ADHD, and perhaps we have something similar to CFS (chronic fatigue syndrome). we plan to seek diagnosis after we move out of home.

system structure:

we have a small section of alters called "active alters" meaning alters who, typically, in a month, front more than thrice (not specifically three times, but typically)

active alters (in order of activity)

emerson

catra

alaska

lila

amity

inactive alters are alters that mainly reside in the innerworld or just not fronting but are not dormant, these are any alters that are not dormant or active

dormant alters- alters who cannot be contacted, are unreachable, and have not fronted in a while- we can tell whether they are just inactive or whether they are dormant because of "vibes" i guess

dormant alters:

ace

orion

fictives:

nico (wont disclose his source bc he doesnt like it)

catra (spop)

active alter profiles:

FORMAT:

name:

age:

pronouns:

gender:

orientation:

appearance:

other:

name: emerson

age: ageless teen kind of thing?? i guess

pronouns: they/it/he/xe

gender: non-binary

orientation: aceflux demiromantic qu**r

appearance: short brown hair, brown eyes, pale skin, some freckles, glasses

other: host

name: catra

age: age slider between 15-17

pronouns: she/her

gender: cis female

orientation: asexual lesbian

appearance: short brown hair, heterochromic (pale yellow + turquoise) eyes, tan (?? idk the right word) skin

other: fictive, co-host

name: alaska

age: 14-ish

pronouns: they/them

gender: non-binary with a fluctuating lean

orientation: unknown

appearance: dark hair, blue eyes, pale skin, piercings

other: n/a

name: lila

age: unknown

pronouns: she/her (maybe she/they)

gender: female maybe

orientation: unknown

appearance: see picture (will be added soon)

other: social protector

name: amity

age: 14

pronouns: ??

gender: either demigirl or girl probably

orientation: ??

appearance: lavender hair, pale skin, gold eyes, pointy ears

other: idk role

birthdays (some of us pick birthdays or days that we want to celebrate a specific headmate)

em- 29th december

catra- 28 october

(incomplete)

(below this is the beginnings of a more structured profile, the above will be deleted once this is complete)

Introduction
Hey, we're The Nervous System. We're traumagenic and suspect DID, although we're not diagnosed due to our current situation- trust me, we'd seek diagnosis if it was safe for us. We currently have 20+ system members, although we think that our numbers will grow in future. We have a more "median" part of our system, which usually consists of members who are "connected" in a kind of unexplainable way. With our amnesia, we usually have either grey-outs or very minimal amnesia, or we have emotional disconnect to what happened when a different headmate was fronting. It's not often that we have black-out amnesia, but it happens very occasionally.

Active fronters
Active fronters are headmates that front more than thrice in around a month. In our system, most of our members don't front much. However, that changes + fluctuates.

Our current active fronters are listed below


 * Emerson
 * Amity
 * Catra
 * Alaska
 * Lila