User:-raining-stardust-

 =  ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*  the stardust system  *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧   =

median system • traumagenic, endogenic, xenogenic, neurogenic, stressgenic, cryptogenic, and cyrogenic, as well as maybe solumgenic • aerogenic, phytogenic, aquatien, and pyrotien • between parasian and mesosian • orbital

ello- we're the stardust system! we've got who knows how many headmates atm- at least as far as we know. our switches are gross and blurry, and can take hours. they often have a lot of dissociation with them too. we can, to an extent, recall what a different headmate did- although for the most part right now our headmates dont know much about each other as we can't communicate internally, and vari is usually fronting, so others dont often get a chance to respond to letters- which are what we use to communicate.

multiple code n--?=$ | p[m/n/nb/a/b/gf/gq/x/l/qr/ar/as/xo] | a[b-- r---/r+/^] | s.[he/sh/sd/sv/mf/lsp+] | o[t/e/n/q/x/a/ad/m] | m[p/ph/a/q/c/o/nd] | w[f/h/$!/=] | c--[cc/cc+~/m~#] | of[r---/o] | f[a+/mw^] | m[ast+~] | r[f+/p/w/r/m] | v+^>!+ | x[l/ar/as/q/o] | g[n/nb/a/b/g/gq/x/o] | j[a/wr/o/u/us/st] | s[r/o/o+^]! | r headmates/facets vari name: vari nicknames: vai role: prosecutor of some kind, traumaholder (sort of), stressholder (sort of), memoryholder, frontrunner, host, worrier, cynic, outernaut, possibly some kind of accuser, co-core (?) age: teenager, ageslider, demi-ageless?? species: part: demon, fire spirit thing, cat, goat, and maybe (fallen?) angel? gender: afab masc aligned enby, genderfluid pronouns: he/him, pronounfluid orientation: lesbian/neptunic/abro aroace, nebularoace nebulaplatonic caedplatonic amory: ambiamorous hyperfixations: psychology, music, and lgbtqia+ terms relationships: in a qpr with rae and in a qpr with luci <3 other: vyx name: vyx nicknames: v role: co-core, former host age: ageless teen? species: unknown gender: transneutral non-binary pronouns: he/spark orientation: probably lesbian? amory: ??? hyperfixations: none really relationships: we dunno yet other: we're not 100% sure they’re a headmate jupiter name: jupiter nicknames: none (that we know of) role: protecter, caregiver of some sort, traumabreaker, hygienist, maybe dissociagenic, maybe an absorber, and possibly an observer age: ??? species: celestial spirit of some kind gender: ??? pronouns: fae/faer orientation: anattractional amory: nonamorous, agamous hyperfixations: psychology relationships: none other: if jupiter is fronting, please do not talk about things like attraction, anxiety, fear, or sadness with fae- unless fae say its alright. it very possibly might trigger fae to switch with vari- and jupiter usually only fronts when vari cannot. rigel/orion/leo name: rigel/orion/leo nicknames: none (that we know of) role: protector, core (?), possibly former host age: ageless- maybe a little, maybe a systeen species: ??? gender: spacecoric, caelgender, astralgender, spagegendervoid, maybe spacefixi but not sure pronouns: leo/leoself or space/spaceself, they/them okay too orientation: ??? amory: nonamorous hyperfixations: space relationships: ...no. just no. other: axel name: axel nicknames: ax role: protector, socializer age: ageless teen? species: human (british) gender: trans guy pronouns: he/him orientation: vincian amory: ??? hyperfixations: none really relationships: none, we're not sure if he wants any other: we're not 100% sure he's a headmate, but are pretty sure arlo name: arlo nicknames: none yet, maybe give me some tho :o role: protector, socializer age: ageless teen? species: unknown (possibly human) gender: unaligned non-binary pronouns: xae/spark/they orientation: ??? amory: ??? hyperfixations: none really relationships: none, we're not sure if xae want any other: we're not 100% sure xae’re a headmate ollie name: ollie nicknames: oli role: protector, socializer age: little, around seven?? species: human gender: trans guy pronouns: he/him orientation: vincian amory: ??? hyperfixations: boys /j relationships: playmates with ash <33333 other: so so gay neurodivergencies -diagnosed attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder, combined type -rejection sensitive dysphoria -almost completely diagnosed obsessive-compulsive disorder -extremely severe hypochondria -multiple diagnosed but unspecified anxiety disorders (possibly social anxiety disorder and more specific phobias, as well as maybe even others) -semi-diagnosed countless phobias (will add later) -diagnosed acrophobia -diagnosed apiphobia -diagnosed spheksophobia -diagnosed extremely severe generalized anxiety disorder -semi-diagnosed extremely severe social anxiety disorder -possibly undiagnosed panic disorder, unsure about it though -undiagnosed very severe major depressive disorder -likely undiagnosed severe persistent depressive disorder -possibly anorexia nervosa -likely intermittent explosive disorder -acute stress responses -diagnosed acute stress disorder (although we feel this is inaccurate) -possibly complex post traumatic stress disorder -possibly kleptomania or something similar -suspicions of multiple personality disorders (dependent, borderline, antisocial, avoidant, maybe obsessive-compulsive, etc) -suspicions about maybe depersonalization/derealization disorder -suspicions of synesthesia -likely undiagnosed body dysmorphic disorder -likely undiagnosed gender dysphoria disorder triggers + squicks -the relieved emoji -gaslighting -manipulation -bullying -guilt-tripping -emotional abuse -verbal abuse -mental abuse -animal abuse -physical abuse -the name/nickname 'maddie' -the name/nickname 'madison' -eas sounds -eating (squick) -food (squick) -hi-chew (squick) -pain (squick) -blood -being forced to eat -force feeding -the phrase 'lolol' -psychiatric hospitals (squick) -overeating -needles and sharp objects -self-harm and s**cide -jokes about self-harm and s**cide -bugs and insects of pretty much any kind, especially bees, wasps, hornets, and spiders -paper cuts -pedophillia (when acted upon) -weight shaming -being called 'too skinny' or 'too fat', etc -the phrases ‘so fat’, ‘how are you so skinny’, etc -the prases 'k', 'k.', 'k then', 'k. then' or 'k then.' -people yelling and/or arguing -glorifying any mental disorders in general -glorifying depression, anxiety disorders, and/or anorexia -romanticizing mental disorders, unless it is being used as a coping mechanism by someone with said disorder -making fun of mental disorders -invalidating trauma -victim blaming -being told your trauma is just "not being able to let go" -dismissive phrases -generalizations -passive-aggressiveness (not always, in some contexts it’s fine) -being told you’re “too sensitive” -being ignored, interrupted, and/or talked over -roblox in general (squick) -adopt me -welcome to bloxburg (somewhere between trigger and squick) -the dog breed pomeranians (somewhere between trigger and squick) -being called stupid or similar things (even as a joke. somewhere between trigger and squick) -emptying dishwashers -plates clashing, silverware scratching, etc -the song “seasonal depression” by mxmtoon -dream smp exile arc -dream smp in general (fluctuates between trigger and squick) -dream (the smp character, not the youtuber himself) -jokes about trauma -being accused of lying -being called a liar -lying -arguments about lying -being fakeclaimed -being yelled at -yelling in general -arguing -caps (fluctuates between trigger and squick) -being repeatedly guilt trippy but blaming whos being guilt tripped and/or seeking people out in order to continue -being told to “calm down”, “stop it”, “just quit doing that”, “it's not a big deal”, etc -passive aggressive disagreement with feelings, especially when really upset -people who treat animals like mindless creatures and objects that can be treated as such (usually trigger, squick when very vague) -being told im (or really anyone is) “too sensitive”, “not good enough”, etc (somewhere between trigger and squick) -being treated as a child/helpless case (somewhere between trigger and squick) -people being nice and friendly and then being really awful out of nowhere -being dismissive, insensitive, etc about something that really matters to someone, upsets them, etc -being told you're not good enough, a bad person, worthless, etc -loud noises/music -stinging insects (bees, wasps, hornets, etc) -being high up off the ground -bridges (only when on them, talk of them is fine) -airplanes (only when riding on them honestly, talk of them is fine) -spiders -shots -needles -sharp objects (only when others are holding them) -doctors and stuff (somewhere between a trigger and squick) -the term ‘multiple personality disorder/mpd’ (unless referring to why it shouldn’t be used or talking about how it’s an outdated term, or if it’s from something when it was actually the term used) things we experience/have -we experience dissociation -we experience depersonalization -we experience derealization -we have insomnia as a symptom -we get self-harm impulses -we get s**cidal thoughts -we suffer from migraines -we suffer from tinnitus -we have misophonia -we have hashimoto's; possibly hypothyroidism -we have vitiligo -we get panic attacks -we get anxiety attacks -we stim -we probably tic -we easily get overstimulated -we are often understimulated -we have traumatic memories -we suffer from traumatic flashbacks -we get an abundance of intrusive thoughts -we experience imposter syndrome -we experience delusions and extreme paranoia -we experience both auditory and visual hallucinations, sometimes individually and sometimes together -we’re pretty sure we experience psychosis -we're pretty sure we experience delusions -we are compulsive hoarders -we are pretty sure we have synesthesia dni dni if... -you are against lgbtqia+ and/or mogai folkel in any way -you’re discriminatory in any way (lgbtphobic, racist, ableist, sexist, intersexist, misogynistic, classist, etc) -you think disorders or queer identities are ‘quirky’ -you fakeclaim -you believe psychiatric disabilities aren’t actually disabilities -you’re a sysmed -you’re a transmed -your body is older than 25 -your body is younger than 12 -you think some folkels’s trauma is worse than others’ -you invalidate trauma -you purposely trigger folkel -you use slurs that you can’t reclaim -you’re a pedophile and act upon pedophillic thoughts -you’re a furry-hater -you’re anti-otherkin -you’re anti-alterhuman -you’re against educated self-diagnosis -you’re a pro-shipper or anti-anti dni specifically -ariathatsme or any alternate accounts -fl00f2 -catitudethecat/catowouwu/catsarethebest123 or any other alternate accounts -.iwakothekittybunny. -mayasx -kittydsmpfan -nyxissus we are on the dni list of -.forestofmushrooms. (can interact, just don’t seek out.) friend list put your username here if you consider us friends :) Moxxie aka Snakeboy12345 A Murder of Crows (RobynSongs) Rae (qpp heh) Stitchy0 heheheheasdhfd signatures ig    yall know what to do :) hiii!! i just noticed we're both median collectives (we're more towards the multiple side, yall are more towards the singlet side/in the middle) named stardust who have an amnt of headmates (as of writing this at least) that are both related to each other! (30 and 3!) so i think thats cool :0 - elysia from Stardustcollective, xe/they yee it iss :00 -vari (and sorta jupiter sjdoknsdkj) hi! u guys seem cool :D -ravenfire803 (10/14/21) Hello! u all seem cool :)-Moxxie aka Snakeboy12345