User:Nemosexual

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// dysphoria

Uhhhhh.... andygender.

Okay, so I'm trying to work out what I want to put in my profile. Uhhhhhh, I keep changing it up because I am never satisfied with what is in it.

What do you want to know, oh looking glass?

Some things I know, like where I live, how old I am, what I am diagnosed with. Some things are more than fact, they are staples.

Sexuality is simple: I don't want it. Ew. And so I know I am asexual and aromantic... but maybe grayromantic, for sometimes I am not completely sure and the lines between romantic and alterous attraction are quite blurred indeed.

Gender and pronouns are difficult concepts for me to wrap my head around. I understand them purely in an abstract way - they are things that exist, but I am uncertain how they apply to me.

I try on different sets, different labels, and I find myself more and more confused. I enjoy these labels, yes, but in a similar way I am nostalgic for when I didn't know any of this. It wasn't fun to force myself into my agab - it didn't fit, it was and is dysphoric - but I do not know how much I am looking for labels because they fit or if it is something more than that.

If by looking for labels, I am trying to find who I want to be, because just as one tries to describe their identity, their identity tries to describe them. I don't know who I want to be yet, and as I shift and so does the world around me, I wonder if I ever will.

@RobynSongs, please DNI