User:Morphodite

hiya, its the ragtag system, but you can call us alias.

we used to be well defined in terms of who is who but now its more of a mess of stress and trauma. front gets blurred often, we can usually only distinguish one another in the headspace or occasionally in co-con.

when it is blurry, we collectively use these pronouns

if you are one of our harassers/haters, please read. by morphie

it has been a year. i have changed. why are you still doing this? havent you dont enough? has "justice been served?" "justice" for things i did as a stressed out tween with no malicious intent whatsoever? i was 13 and 14 when i made the mistakes that you're harassing me for now. you really think a child that young and stupid could have an entire "manipulative web?"

ive said it before, ill say it again: occam's razor. i wasnt some villian ruining lives. i never su/c/deb//ted. i was depressed. i never once did anything with malicious intention, though i cannot say the same for the alters, that is true of me.

hell, even if i did have intent to harm, its been a year. that isnt who i am anymore. i have been trying so fucking hard to be a better person. and you know what? i have a therapist, and multiple friends who can confirm i am better. i dont cause unintentional drama wherever i go anymore. ive changed for the better.

how can you paint me as the villian when you all are the ones harassing a trauma-filled system for things that happened forever ago? things the system managed to forget, only for that pain to be brought back? how is that heroic? how can you look at what youre doing and say "i'm in the right. i am doing a good deed."

please, please, please get help. i know i sound repetitive, but if youre doing this to me than you must be hurting. taking it out on others isnt the way to do it. take up a hobby. maybe start gardening. cleaning your room/house tends to help, even camping for a while. just please, cope in a non-toxic way. that isnt a good thing to do.